@3:40 PM
'A' level is starting in 40 hours time.minus the sleeping hours, meal times, bathing, shitting, doing-nonsense times, which means i only maybe 24 useful hours??? OMG!!!!!i hereby promise myself i will NOT touch this damn computer until the 22/11/06.in the meantime, do miss me ppl!!oh ya i have to help my darling kexin publicise her online boutique =DADORE THE BEAUTY
check it out people, plenty of great finds, especially the necklaces she designed. all at great prices!
at the same time, eileen's website has plenty of attractions too!SECRET IN CLOSET
the shop sports very hip and fashionable clothes, ideal for the young and trendy women of today!
last but definitely not the least, JIA YOU VERON!!!!!!
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@8:56 PM
05S06
sweet mrs gay =)
ahhhhhhhhhhh LEK!!!!!
babes of S06 *whistles* we all look super happy!!! =D
ming hui pretending to look decent, jason looks awkward,
kai xaing looks retarded, zhen wei looks innocent,
galvin's mind on somewhere else, wee keat's
bio-ing some girls, boon long looks cheeky,
ken looks bored, cheng wei's stunned 
they bring joy to my oh-so-mundane school life
serene!! so cute!!
shulin! so dark!! lol oops..... =X
jiat yue...the crazy woman =P 
supervera...woman of steel.
I just felt i had to post the pics taken during farewell assembly even though it was over a long time ago. i really really like my class alot. true, we may be super un-enthu, we may not be very close, we may look very divided into separated cliques but there are still plenty of beautiful memories that we have together. i so enjoy being in so6 =D yay-ness!! much better than being in other classes. lol... anyway i still wanna take pic with shaina, she left before i got to take a photo with her. haha. and amanda, yi ting, hong yu, qinsi and pei leng, they promised me!!!! as for the class guys....hmm see first lah i very SHY!!! muahahahhahahahaha.....
honestly, i really am quite shy at times. really!!!! sometimes i am quite an introvert - i dun like to talk, i wan to be alone, away from the crowds, away from my friends, i just wan to hide away and hope that everyone will ignore me - sometimes only. lol. but usually i'm seen as an extrovert. and i dunno if i wan to be viewed that way. is it true that people are more insensitive towards outgoing individuals? i'm unsure but i feel that sometimes i'm not treated as a person. as in i'm treated like i have no feelings, or to be more accurate, people think that i can take jokes, they dont think twice about hurting my feelings. ouch.
on a happier note, i seem to give people very different opinions about me. its funny to hear what people have to say about you when they dont really know u very well.
- one of my blue-moon-contacts in msn: "hey never go clubbing today?"
me: "erm do i look like a frequent clubber?"
him: "yea"
what the hell......... *&^%$#&^*(&*^$!))*^$@#
- i read from vera's blog that i am hardworking
yay-ness!!! first time in my 18 years of life someone actually said that i'm hardworking =D in pri and sec sch i'm the ultra slacker ok, i dun even remember studying in pri sch.
- shulin told me that she thought i was a make-up pro
LOL!!!! on one hand, quite honoured to be seen as a make-up guru. on the other hand, i simply know no nuts about cosmetics...total big sua gu. someone willing to teach me?? =X
- i heard people say that a person with long hair on the arms is beautiful. also heard that it means the person has a high sex drive.
ermmmmmm.........i rather believe the first one. thanks.
- genever tan bee lu said i looked very fierce.
oei i dun look fierce ok!!!! pls lah who look more dao and scary???? =PpPp
ok i shan't crap anymore. gotta go study already!!
i like studying. really. i like.
reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lah!!!
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@8:25 PM
slightly less than 2 more weeks left to 'A' levels.
happy? in a way. cos it means freedom is getting nearer.
sad? yeah. NOT because jc life is coming to an end, oh man i cant wait for it to end. lol. sad that i dont have enough time to study and my results wouldnt be up to my expectations.
but know what?? i'm not afraid of u, 'A' level!! who do u think u are? u're just a shitass. u think u can scare me?? think again. i'll be here waiting for u to come. and when u really do, come lah!! i'll kick your ass poke your eyes break your neck crush your bones and use your intestines as skipping rope till u see yourself begging for my forgiveness. muahahahahahhahahahhaha!!!!! you just watch!!!! be afraid....be VERY afraid!!!! BLEAH!!!! nani nani poo poo~~~!!!!!!!!
1. What question do you think the author is asking in "u think u can scare me"? ----(1)
Ans: The author is asking a retorical question. She is making the point that 'A' level is unable to scare her.
2. What feelings do you think the author is trying to evoke in the readers from "i'll kick your ass..........for my forgiveness"? ----(1) (bonus: 1)
Ans: The author is personifying 'A' level. She wants the readers to feel that 'A' level is being tortured brutally by her. She is trying to evoke feelings of sympathy towards 'A' level.
3. From the passage above, summarise the author's feelings towards 'A' level in 5 words, not counting the words given below. Use your own words. ----(5)
Ans: The author's feelings towards 'A' level is.............
Hahahahhahahahhahahah ok I know I'm being super dumb. Trying to practice my compre jus now. I SUPER HATE GP OK!!!!!!! Anyway ppl, if u're free, help me do summary k?? lol.
Recently, I have no idea why but I always feel like crying. It happens anytime anywhere anyhow. I can be on the bus, having my meal, talking to friends, bathing, having lessons, doing homework, lying on my bed, blah blah blah and suddenly there's this 'sour' and 'heavy' feeling in my chest that makes me feel like crying. Very weird. And the weirdest thing is I never once cried. The feeling just goes away by itself. I think, maybe its my body's way of de-stressing?? But the inconscious part of me just do not allow myself to cry, especially in public, that's why the crying feeling fades?? Hmm....
Just now in msn a friend from my former class asked me to organize a class gathering after my exams. OH PU-LEASE lah....why is it me EVERYTIME??? Why is it always "hey veron if u're free organize a class gathering k? we haven had one for a long time." Since sec sch its always me me me!!! Like wth!! If u really really want to have one, YOU go organize it! Don't wait for ppl to do it. Why must wait for me to be FREE until there can be a class gathering? U free u go do lah!!! Anyone in the class can organize wad!!! And one thing I hate most abt being the organizer - that is when I go around asking for preferred location, what to do, which day, what time....everyone says ANYTHING LOR. And bloody hell when everything is settled, ppl go "eh why you liddat plan????" really sickening ok!!! I tell u what, if I'm really free and I'm really in the mood, i WILL try my best to arrange for the class to reunite. I'm sorry I sound like this but pls do understand my position.Oh and I'm loving my class more and more. =Do5s06!!!!
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@9:13 PM
Single, taken or crushing?
Single and happy to be one
Are you happy with your life now?
yea...but if minus the mugging for 'A' level would be much happier
When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
right?? whats right and whats left?? nobody's totally right in this world. anyway i dont fall in love with ppl fast. it takes time.
Have you ever been heartbroken?
yea. but it'll heal eventually.
Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
no no no nO NO!!!!!
Would you take someone back even if he/she cheats on you?
maybe i wouldnt even speak to him
Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
yup...i definitely want to get married. LOL!
Do you want children?
yes
How many?
"Stop at Two" =P
Would you ever consider adoption?
i dunno. maybe.
If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?
just tell me straight. i hate guessing games.
Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
got this quote from yvonne's blog
"To love is one thing,
to be loved is another thing,
to be loved by someone u love is everything."
so lets just let nature take its own course =D
Do you believe in love at first sight?
i always believe love at first sight never exist. need to understand the person's character before loving him.
Do you believe you can change someone?
no. i dont change for anyone. so i dun expect ppl to change for me.
If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
on a hot air balloon. lol. overlooking a 360degrees view of beautiful scenery. preferably greenlands or the sea.
Do you give in easily when fighting?
No! i'm stubborn!
Do you have feelings for someone right now?
i suppose so
Do you ever wish that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
yes. i'm always the spoiler.
Have you ever broken a heart?
erm...yea
If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
fair competition with her? lol... erm no lah this will never happen.
Are you missing anyone right now?
yes!!! so many so many so many of my jie mei!!
Now you have to ask your friends to do this survey in their blogs
if u're free, if u hav nothing to do, if u're too bored, just do lor =)
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@7:27 PM
seems like no one reads my blog cos nobody recommend any phone to me. sobs... but its ok!! i got my phone!! Samsung E900. Black. Slide. Kinda fits most of my requirements.
the cam's great, sound's great, games are nice, design's sleek and modern, function's adequate...blah blah yea so everything's quite not bad. quite contented with this phone. but somehow i'm missing my nokia 3230. though 3230 looks simple and plain, but in its simplicity it has the ability to attract. it may be laggy sometimes but its still acceptable. after using the new phone, i finally learn how to appreaciate the organised structure of the previous phone. just this alone makes the new phone lose out alot to the old one. becos i'm a person who appreciates orderness.
the nokia phone is also very sturdy, handling n using it is so carefree and stress-less, unlike my new samsung one, which is so fragile and requires so much care when using it. the thought of it dropping just horrifies me. but with the nokia, drop then drop lor! lol.
the 3230 is super lasting and durable, i can use it for days - taking pics, listening to songs, sms-ing, anything - and the batt's still not used up. but with the samsung phone, i almost have to charge it everyday. kinda troublesome.
sometimes, appearance is not everything. I do not believe in love at first sight. i believe u need to know something or someone inside out before u ascertain whether it's good or bad. you may think that when something new comes along, it'll be better than the old one. but unconciously, you may have grown too attached and used to the previous one and the new one may not really suit u at all. my point - dont rush into decisions.
'm still quite not used to my new phone but oh well, i have to learn to live harmoniously with it since it's gonna be around me for quite some time. i'll shower it with care and love and make the best out of my human-phone relationship with it. lol. hopefully i'll grow to love it, since its a nice phone afterall.
+'V'V'+
oh gosh i DREAD wearing my jc uniform!!!! the thought of putting it on every morning is sdjkbfuighsdngvdbfgbdrbgdkb!!!!!!! how i yearn for the day when i no longer have to wear it. life's becoming very monotonous with the exams nearing. feel like a walking corpse everyday. grrrr.... life suddenly becomes totally meaningless when u hav no passion in what u're doing. esp when it has been that way for the past 2 years (ok less than 2 years). the worst thing is when u suddenly feel that maybe nothing will come out of it altogether. the future is bleak for u. why? cos u're competing for that stupid small no. of uni places with <-----------so----------> many other students. it just feels ultra hopeless and helpless. everyday when i'm studying, pessisism suddenly sets in and i dunno lah, the sense of despair keeps lingering around. aiya this sucks lah. and somehow blogging it out doesnt help lehhhhh..... how ah?
if i can re-choose all over again, i definitely will not choose jc again. i would opt for a poly instead. then again, i might not like poly life too. so IF IF IF IF IF i really can turn back time, i would study harder in sec sch. then go to a good jc. then with influence from jc friends, study damn hard for 'A' level, then go good uni course. haha!!
BUT I REALLY WILL STUDY HARDER IN SEC SCH MEH?? *PUI* scarcely i end up in tpjc again. i dunwan!!
+'V'V'+
wah recently there's a discussion regarding skinny models who get the plump jobs while slightly bigger models cant seem to get any jobs. and then there's this model who suddenly died after her runway show during some country's fashion week. is it London? aiya whatever. then some ppl argues that skinny models are more suited for runways as ppl will focus on the clothes more, cos if curvier (to them equals fat) models appear, ppl would concentrate on their breasts. on the other hand, some ppl think that stick-thin models convey a wrong signal to many teens becos ppl are born with a natural build and not everybody can shape themselves to be like those models and if they do, it'll be damaging to health.
AIYA my point is: i'm not fat ok!!! i'm CURVY!!! i'm not cut out to have stick-thin build: no butt and flat-chested. i'm happy to be 'bah bah' (hahah...it means fleshy), cos that makes me CUTE!! so whoever thinks that i'm fat, u can go look at other girls. or alternatively, u can go and die.
i decide how i want to look like and its of no concern to you. thanks for ur comments but no thanks.
+'V'V'+
should i change my blogskin?? its nice leh, but have been using it for quite some time. hmm maybe after exams i'll change it. but to what? maybe put a picture of myself. HAHA!! liddat my blog viewership sure damn high. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH ok i'm stupid.
serene asked me to do some questionnaire thing. shall do it some other time. and that shall be my first time doing n posting a questionnaire on my blog. =D
till then...... do miss me!!
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@8:34 PM
cycled to pasir ris park jus now. alone. yeap and its my first time going on a cycling trip alone!! =D didnt tell my parents though, cos they sure dont allow. =Xanyway i'm soooo glad i didnt lose my way, thanks to the park connector.been studying (ok, pretending to study) all these while and i'm quite exhausted. so decided to take one day break and exercise, since they say exercising relaxes the mind and MORE importantly, can slim down. hee.so yeah, the trip there was really enjoyable. very refreshing. when i reached pasir ris park, i cycled around awhile before finding a spot & settle down. the weather was great. the atmosphere was really nice - peaceful and calm. with the sea breeze blowing at me, for a moment i forgot about the 'A' level. it was jus me and mother nature. =) allowing my thoughts to flow freely, taking in everything thats around me - the sea, the wind, the sand, the birds and the trees - i feel that life's beautiful again.i promise myself i'll do this again. 8)
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@10:19 PM
WooHoo~~!!!!! I finally finished watching Princess Hours. Sooooooo nice and sooooo sweet. hmm makes me start to fantasize about myself becoming a princess, marrying a prince charming in a white mercedez, with a fashion godmother around all the time to dress me up, i would be the envy of many!! and so the prince and the princess live happily ever after.......*starts smiling goofily and laughing out loud to myself*hahahahhahahahahhahaha!!!!!!! ok i know i dream too much...time to snap back to reality*slap....no i mean SNAP*ok lets see....how much time is there left? not much lah....less than a month only mah. no kick....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS SUCKS!!!! shit lah why am i not in the study mode yet! so sickening.whats the use of staying back everyday after school when i'm not studying optimally. what good does it serves if i only LOOK as if i'm studying. whats the purpose in scolding myself everyday when i still make no action to change. whats the point in mentally motivating myself when i am STILL procrastinating.and what am i typing out all these for? sighon a brighter note, i may be getting a new hp!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDpeople out there, any nice recommendations?i want either a flip or slide phone.i DONT want nokia! hav been using it since i started using hp.camera and video recording function.more than or equal to 1.3 megapixel.best if can self-take. heheheheheh.must have external memory slot.must have bluetooth.3G is not important.must be able to type/read chinese words. duh!having a radio would be nice.must have caller-id photo.must have speaker phone.function definitely takes importance over design, but the phone should not be too ugly lah.yay so excited!!!!! =)
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@12:52 AM
it has been an overwhelming month. many things had happened. many rather sad events.
i got back most of my prelims results. they suck. did badly for all subjects. compared to the common tests, my results dropped alot. all the bullshit about working harder is crap. my aim was to do better than my common test. i put in alot of effort, really, much more effort than what i did for common test. but so what? i did worse. damn disappointing. maybe i should just count on my luck huh. lol. oh well they said dont give up, just put in more effort and dream big. alright i'll dream BIG:
I WANNA GET A SCHOLARSHIP TO GET INTO MEDICINE!!
everyone roll on the floor and start laughing
i also had my first clubbing experience on the 22nd sept. it was siyi's birthday and she invited me to MOS. it was super dark and noisy inside with all the bright lights shining into your eyes randomly and the music booming out at you as if your heart's gonna jump out. LOL...thats the sua gu (i.e yours truly) view of clubbing. oh and i was wearing my heels and there're so many steps inside and it was so dark and i couldnt see properly and it was so crowded and i was so new to the place and....aiya the point is i fell down lah!! damnnnnnn embarrassing ok!! and the worst thing is, i fell twice. omg! and i still gei kiang pretend to stabalise myself and walked on as if nothing happen. wah piang...
anyway that night was like an orientation to clubbing so didnt drink much and didnt really dance. too pai seh to dance u see. and haha....actually is i dunno how to dance. so most of the time was spent observing ppl dancing, making out on the dance floor, getting drunk and what they wore. here's one of the photo i took that night.
i look kinda extra =P
me, nat, siyi the beautiful birthday lady, melissa, elizabeth
so what's the verdict? hmm....clubbing's not really for me. if u're new to it, make sure u go with someone experienced first to get yourself familirised. the best thing is not to frequent these places so many times.
OH YAH!!! how can i forget to mention my HORRIGIBLE encounter with the bouncer at the entrance!! he bloody hell dont believe that i'm legally eighteen and refuse to believe that i am the person on my ez-link card. he sua gu issit!! jc students of cos still use sec sch ez-link lah!! then started to give me a lecture on bringing my IC to clubs next time in case there are police raids blah blah who will arrest me to the police station and call down my parents all the shit talk. anyway, my IC photo was also taken in secondary. and strangely, he demanded to see my contact lens.
i was like: "my contact lens inside my eye lah!"
him: "where? show me."
me: *pry my eyes open with my fingers* "there! inside lor!"
him: "k lah go in lah but next time bring IC"
hehe....yay! i still got to go in in the end =P
enough of clubbing. this month was also a roller coaster ride for me emotionally. after numerous serious contemplations, made a very heart-wrenching decision. it was quite hurting to all parties involved but yeah, life goes on and i'll move on. =) cos i tell myself that i can.
after prelims i started to slack and relax immediately. haha though i'm not supposed to.
i watched 'Gong', a really nice and funny korea drama. laugh my troubles away~~
i went shopping with gen and kes too. yayness!
and today i went to pasir ris park with jieyi, gen and kes for potluck picnic to celebrate jieyi's bday. it was really nice and enjoyable. facing the sea and running along the beach just brings me away from the hustle and bustle of life. i felt calm and peaceful. after that went to jieyi's house for some mad bonding session and girly talk. *grins* haven indulge myself like this in ages. life's great and meaningful again!!! =D
=DDD finally i completed my entry. yay! i miss longggg entries.
i miss allllllllllllllllllllll my good friends too....
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shulin! so dark!! lol oops..... =X
jiat yue...the crazy woman =P 
