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Friday, January 27, 2006


sians half@5:50 PM

these days been feeling rather down. not sure wad caused it though. i'm jus not my usual self. or is that my true self? haha not sure. maybe i'm too tired. maybe lack of sleep. maybe too many things happened. i jus cant seem to concentrate and i feel so sick of everything. sick of lessons. sick of some ppl ard me. sick of the school. sick of the homework. sick of odac. odac seriously turns me off these days. i jus dread going into odac room, dread looking at the state of the room, the smell of it, the whole room jus sucks. i jus dun understand what sort of ppl we hav in odac. ppl who litters, ppl who take things out and dun place them back at their first position, ppl who jus like to mess everything up, ppl who dunno how to clear stuffs, ppl who slack, ppl who dun pay attention during meetings, ppl who likes to complain, ppl who dun put in the effort, ppl who only talk and no action, ppl who dun care. i'm not saying that i'm perfect, i might be one of those ppl mentioned, i might be worse than some, i dunno. but at least i try, i commit, i do. i hav no idea wad i'm trying to put across here, i mean, i try my best to fulfil my responsibility but it seriously hurts me when things dun go the way i hoped for. i feel so pissed when ppl mess the odac room up after my attempts to clean it. i'm pissed when ppl say they're not interested, they dun wan to do, they dun give a damn. maybe my expectations are too high, maybe thats just them. my friend once told me how nice it is to hav my own cca room, initially i tot it was, but now i totally wouldnt mind giving up the room for free. my friend said that odac is slack, odac is meaningless and immediately i would defend odac. now? i might hesitate. anyway, i am not referring to anyone in odac in particular, i am referring to the odac as a whole, which includes me. the ppl in odac are great individuals, they are fun to be with, i enjoy activities and courses with them, they rock. i understand that most of them hav put in alot of effort for the cca, i really appreciate and am grateful for their hard work. somehow, i jus feel emotional and decided to blog my thoughts down.

anyway, i havent been blogging for quite some time. many things had happened and is happening. 25 jan was the one-month anniversary of alex and me. and i received the first bouquet of roses in my life (blue!!). that really made my day =) thanks dear. about a week ago i went shopping with kes, gen and jieyi, and it was really grrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat. we bought alot of stuffs and went for steamboat for dinner. that day was simply splendid. i hope we'll go out more often and i really love them. last wed was odac orientation - FANTASTIC. this wed was odac pt - AMAZING. lol. this monday and thursday was the belaying course - ENRICHING. i got back my maths and chem test - FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!! =D soon i'm gonna meet up with senses (dy, dor, tinez, ty - i miss u guys so much). soon i'm gonna meet up with siyi and huiling (yay!!!!).

i hope i hav more time, i need 348234624696598573 hrs per day, and i need 253758973457906250746034768376837685348738956 kJ of energy per day. lol.
i need to sleep now.


{until tomorrow}

Thursday, January 12, 2006


things are going to be fine....right?@3:38 PM

i hate gp.
i hate chem.
i hate the pimples on my face.
i hate the weather.
i hate the photocopy aunty.
i hate people who sing on the bus as if they're singapore idol.
and i seriously hate those malay guys and girls from springfield who makes a din at my void deck.

...

i'll complete my gp.
i'll flunk my chem, without regrets.
my face will get better. i wont let the $150 be for nothing.
the weather will be fine, one day.
i shall try not to photocopy stuffs from her.
i still have my mp3
i hope they'll grow up soon and stop being a nuisance.


{until tomorrow}

Monday, January 09, 2006


give me one tight slap@12:32 AM

haven been blooging for quite some time. lots of stuffs happened. first week of school has been very hectic with the orientation and stuffs. i'm very exhausted, emotionally and physically.

orientation was fun, with very interactive and cooperative OGMs and very helpful OGLs as partners. special thanks to kim and alex!! =D without them, i couldnt excuse myself to deal with the odac stuffs and cool down when i'm pissed. overall the orientation was not bad, cos i was THE ONE orientating ppl, not others orientate me. LOL. but frankly speaking, council really needs better organisation and time management (depending on the amt of time they've spent on the planning of this orientation). not only that, another thing btw odac and sc really pissed me off too, which i think shouldnt be published here. i'll jus blame the weather lah. -_-"

anyway orientation ended well, i met many new friends and had fun for some days. jus that my voice's gone, my hw's STILL undone and i'm super tired.

oh ya i'm ultra pissed with myself too. my stupid habit's acting up again - talking without thinking. haiz i unknowingly hurt someone again, someone really dear to me. and i seriously dunno wad i can do to make up for the irreversible damage i've done. i'm really really sorry..............


{until tomorrow}

Monday, January 02, 2006


happy new year!!@2:47 AM

woah~~ time got wings!! haha. bleah it jus means time flies lah. lalala~ goodbye 2005! and hi 2006!!! haha.

2005 has been a very happening and memorable year for me, and for many my age, cos its the yr we move on from a sec sch to a tertiary institution. in 2005, i did alot and learnt alot. and yup, i'm gonna do wad many ppl are doing - blog down wad i did in 2005! (=

`i worked (fist time in my life)
`got my first pay!!
`sera left singapore =( oh well she'll be back in a few yrs...
`dyed and highlighted my hair brown =D
`overjoyed when i saw my O level results (had nv been so happy with any sch results before)
`went tpjc
`05s06
`forced to dye my hair black =(
`teacher called up my parents regarding my hair (first time my teacher called my parents *grrr*)
`odac
`odac exco
`celebrated 2nd-yr anniversary
`broke up with him
`got F for chem (first F in my life @#$%^&*)
`got a silver medal during sports day! =D
`odac LTC
`abseiling
`kayaking
`dragonboating
`flying fox
`got very very tanned
`school LTC
`odac farewell night
`wore hairbands -_-"
`cut my hair short
`happy when i see my promos results
`got promoted!!
`got my handphone!! 3230!
`finally decided to have a blog
`05so6 chalet!
`lost my beloved specs to bedok reservoir
`went odac overseas trip!!!!
`climbed some hill which is higher than bukit timah hill
`abseiled down a natural wall
`caving
`rapids shooting
`white water rafting~~~!!!!
`tried the best tissu prata i've ever tasted!!!!
`adventure jamboree~!!!
`watched sunset
`fell in love
`xmas 251205: got together with him~
`first time stayed out the whole night
`spent the night at ecp
`OGL camp
`stayed out again for 2006 countdown party
`watched the most beautiful fireworks i've ever watched

and the first thing i ate this year is chee cheong fan at bendemeer food centre with alex, jamie, ming song, shann and jonathan. lol.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. may 2006 be a better year for u and me!
my new yr resolution: die die must pass 'A' levels with good results. studies first, everything else second.


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