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Monday, January 22, 2007


@9:20 PM

This weekend was spent mostly at home again. i like.

I remembered i promised myself that i'll cycle to pasir ris beach alone again. so i did just that on sunday.



my lousy bike. lol. with the basket, bell, rear RUSTY seater and all.

Yep. so i cycled there, rested at the far end of the beach for awhile to take in the sights and sounds, relax, think, watch people and animals. Compared to the last time i went, there was more people. I guess thats because it was a sunday. But nvm la, overall it was still quite shiok. i'll go again. =)

Oh ya. Something suay happened to me during the cycling trip. I was riding pass a drain cover and suddenly there was a loud BANG, followed by the sound of air escaping. I was taken aback, then i suspected that it might be because of my tyres. So i got down and pressed my front tyre, nothing wrong. Next, rear tyre, omg la its damn flat. and the thing is, my tyre exploded near a coffeeshop. so many ppl turned around to watch!! rather embarrassing leh... but luckily my tyre went flat in my neighbourhood, so i can push my bicycle back. *phew

anyhow, i had a great time myself la. but now my thighs and butt pain sia.........



{until tomorrow}

Saturday, January 20, 2007


@11:58 AM

Blood Diamond.

Initially I thought its a movie i wouldn't be interested in. Politics, racism, slavery, war, violent. Too GP for my liking. But after i watched it, yes, its very political, but nothing on racism or slavery. Its exactly what the title is all about - Blood and Diamond. I like how the story is presented, the way the movie flows and how the facts hit me.

Honestly, Solomon Vandy is supposed to be the good man in the movie. But isn't he selfish too? He traded the pink diamond for the money and his family. But is he in the wrong? He just wants his family to be reunited and safe, to have a good life, away from the bloodshed, away from Africa. No one is good or bad, its the things they do that makes them good or bad. And sometimes in life, we don't have a choice.

I knew i will cry when Solomon reunite with his family in the refugee camp. It was as if i knew what will happen, i was expecting it to happen and i was mentally prepared, yet when that scene appeared on screen, i just cried uncontrollably.

Yes, we all know. We all KNOW that people out there are living in poverty. Millions are homeless because of civil strife. Children are forced to become child soldiers, made to do unthinkable things, robbed of their childhood. We all KNOW that millions die in Africa everyday, be it of starvation, sickness or war. The rebels go from village to village, killing everyone in sight, rape the women, haul the men off to join them, the entire village is left littered with dead bodies. Children in the army are given guns and drugs, and brainwashed. They turn against their families. Everyone is making use of everyone. The powerful wants to stay in power until they earn enough to leave the continent to enjoy their remaining days, without giving a damn to whoever that died for their selfish aims. We KNOW that millions of Africans are trapped in refugee camps, waiting for peace to return, so that they can go back to work on their fields, fish for food and for some lucky children, walk 5 km everyday just to learn english.

The goverment are slaves to the diamond industry, controlled by the businessmen. The rebels hate their government, they think they are right to overthrow the government, but what difference will it make if they were to become the government? T.I.A

How many people will actually stop buying diamonds after watching this movie? How many will even hesitate for a second before they buy a diamond ring? How successful will "The Kimberly Process" be?

The answers are too obvious and sad.

So, since now that we all KNOW their plight. What is the world doing about it? Does it even bother us? Do we even care?

Lets not put it at a "we" level first. I should talk about myself first. What difference does this movie make in my life? What am i going to do about it? I KNOW that every single effort, no matter how tiny it is, can make an impact. But will i make that effort? How many people will i talk to regarding blood diamonds? Will i reject a diamond from my parents/husband/relatives/friends when i receive one? Do i even care about the origin of that diamond? Yes, maybe this movie will affect me a day or two, but after that, I am just like most selfish human who don't give a damn.

I've studied. I've read. I've seen. I've heard. Have I cared?

Shame on me.


{until tomorrow}

Thursday, January 18, 2007


@8:21 PM

yay-ness!! i passed my driving BTT! hahahaha as if thats anything to be proud of. cos its so easy anyone can pass it if they are mentally sane. so for me, passing the BTT means i'm mentally sane!!! =D hahahahah.

and i booked my FTT and practical lessons too. oh ya my boss is very nice!!! cos practical slots after office hours and on weekends are much more expensive than practical slots during office hours (weekdays). my dad refuses to sponsor me and it happens that i'm working, so i am forced to book the expensive slots. INITIALLY. hahahhaha but i told my boss my situation, asked her if i can take my practicals in the morning then come to workand then leave office two hours later. and she doesnt mind!!! yippie =))) such a nice lady. budden the practical slots are booked fully till like march, so its still long away still. i dun even noe if i'll still be in the company in march. feel like staying, yet someone/somethings is making me have second thoughts. hahahah we'll see how it goes la huh.

talking about my office, i found out THAT SHUAI GE IN MY OFFICE HAS A GF!!!! *wails. and its a long term gf. sad la. sad sad sad. and wad else you noe, he thinks the lady sitting behind me is pretty and is always bio-ing her. like wth!!! sometimes i think that lady is rather bitchy and bossy (although sometimes she's nice la). BUT THATS NOT THE ISSUE!! the issue is why he nv bio me!! hahahahahhahahahhaha no luh i'm jus kidding...

CNY is coming!!! everywhere i go, i hear ppl playing cny songs. boutiques r selling more red coloured cothing (eeewwww.......) shops are beginning to sell new yr goodies. GOODIES!!!! =D
i want to eat ba qua. and pineapple tarts. mummy pls buy them fast.............................


{until tomorrow}

Sunday, January 14, 2007


@6:25 PM

spent the entire day studying for my basic theory driving test on cdc's website. somehow i learnt more compared to reading the textbook. i guess books dun work for me. hahaha. anyhow, it's been a boring and sleepy day for me.

on the other hand, it has been a nice change. since i started working, i've never stayed at home for an entire day. my weekends are always filled up. so somehow, i like today. peaceful and relaxed =) and coincidentally, my aunt brought my grandma out for dinner, my sis went out with her friends and my parents wanted to bring me out for dinner but i didnt want to go, hahahha, so bad hoh, but its because i really wanted to stay home all day. all by myself. give myself time and space to stare and think. listening to music at high volumes without my dad complaining. eating milo powder as and when i want without my mum reminding me that i'll grow fat, walking aimlessly around the house without my grandma asking me what i'm doing, using the com for a long long long time without my sis bugging me to let her use it. woohoo~~~heavenly-ing shiok!

and finally, i posted NEW pictures on my friendster profile!! wahahahahahah..... i wanted to change them ages ago cos i was so sick of looking at them, but my com was down. even if my com was ok, i didnt have the time. even if i have the time, i didnt have new pics to post. HAHA! but after exams, i took alot alot alot of photos with my family and friends =D so now i have a updated friendster profile. pretty prettyyy~~~

yesterday went shopping with gen, kes and jieyi. was supposed to meet siyi later for dinner to accompany her to register at cdc, but since she was early, she joined us for shopping. initially i tot it would be awkward if she comes. you know, like weird atmosphere, cant find things to talk etc. but who knows everything went well, hehehe yeah, everyone can get along =D siyi even helped me get a formal blouse and helped jieyi get her bag. jieyi's bag is damn nice la....i would buy it if she chose the red one instead of the brown one. but nvm, i got another design in mind. kekeke. i keep spending all my salary away, really should (try to) stop buying. hahahah.

oh ya lets talk abt the top i bought. siyi helped me chose a vintage piece. its....hmm.....unique, i would say. very different from my usual style. totally something different from the clothes in my wardrobe. or should i say not something i would even buy. haha. but i trust siyi's taste. and since siyi, gen and kes said it suits me (it means jieyi think its weird.LOL!), no harm giving it a try. once in a while try something different for a change, may end up in some pleasant surprises? hahahha although i like the top alot, but i'm really very apprehensive about wearing it out. hahah. eh, VINTAGE leh...not everyone can bring the look out lor. haiz...nvm la, i bought it liao, hopefully i can bring the look out. *pray pray pray*

tomorrow is monday, working day, busy day, boring day.
hopefully out of the bad, something good will come out of it.
we must always be positive yo!


{until tomorrow}

Friday, January 12, 2007


@10:28 PM

This post is dedicated entirely to Mr Ong Wee Keat.

Today is his enlistment day. He's going to do his part as a Singapore citizen. To serve and protect the republic. To fight like a man with his fellow soldiers. and to go BOTAK! hahahahha.....

imagine him going botak....face and head sibeh round. lol. look like a monk sia.

anyway its quite sad that he's going in so soon. everyone will miss him. just like what shulin and his sis said in his blog, miss his company, jokes, lameness, laughter, squabbling, retarded expression and spastic personality. lol seems like he's a clown???

but in reality, he's not just a clown, he's a good friend too. to many people and to me as well. although there has been alot of misconceptions about the both of us, but i'm thankful we didnt allow them to affect our friendship. just as some ppl are as persistent with their relationship, i'm glad that we're just as persistent with our friendship. since we have a clear conscious and we are aboveboard, there is nothing to hide and there is no need for any pretence.

in life, its difficult to find a confidant, someone who listens, shares, advices, cares, scolds, discusses and understands. I happen to come across one. So shouldn't I thank my lucky stars? Instead of letting a good friend just be a passing cloud in my life? I've experienced that before, letting people who are capable of entering my heart creep out slowly and unknowingly. when i moved on from secondary to jc, i lost one. in jc, i used to have one but guessed i lost him too, cos i'm too guilty towards him. so i see no reason to lose a buddy like wee keat now, no matter what people say or think.

don't they always say that in life, you never know what will happen in the future, you should cherish your loved ones. i think that should be extended to your friends too. cos not treasuring them might end up losing them. and i don't believe that a man and a woman can never be friends. its perfectly alright to have a guy/girl/gay/lesbian/kiddo/uncle/auntie/grandpa/grandma for a confidant. even if he/she has a gf/bf. just like how some people can be so passionate and determined about their relationship, we should be as passionate and determined when it comes to friendship too. This reminds me of a very very nice SMS that kexin sent me:
"If a lover is like the Moon,
then friends are like stars.
Have you noticed that the sky can look beautiful without the Moon,
but NOT without stars?"

I'm very grateful to have so many stars around me, lighting up the dark sky. =)

Anyway, to wee keat, my boss, may all go well for you in NS. Take care.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hmm this post makes me think of Seraphina....i miss you so much sera!!!!


{until tomorrow}

Monday, January 08, 2007


@9:55 PM

pointed pumps can kill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg my feet are crying out in pain with every step i take.

hmmpt!! but i dun care! i die die must season my heels until they fit comfortably. wahahahahaa!!! i can do it! to hell with u, blisters!!

yay yesterday was a great shopping trip with my darlings jieyi, kes & gen at bugis street. the companionship actually. bought my pumps and black pants. saw alot of blouses that i like!!! omg but i really cannot bear to part with the $$$. and G2000 is having 40% 50% sales!! their formal tops are damn damn damn nice!!! still, i cant bear to part with the $$$. hmm and i still need (ok........want) to buy alot of things. bag. heels. tops. aiya honestly, girls will never have enough. cos there's too much variety and nice designs out there!

oh ya then saturday went to shaina's house. really really enjoyable. shiok. i love her house. and the kbox session is woohoo~~

shadow!!! KBox! =D Wee keat & Jason

You treat me like a rose~~~~ I'm popeye the sailor man. poo poo!!!
Ken looked engrossed....


Vera. Thats what friends are for.
the sweet couple

food glorious food. the ikea swedish meatballs are oohH~~~
the last dinner

pretty pretty!!

kesther darling

i love the furniture at shaina's house!
haiz today made a mistake during work. forgot to key in the price for one shipment. feel so guilty about it. aiya heck la...should be alright one i guess? lol..... i dun feel like working there already. damn sick of the job.

ok dont talk abt my job already. i shall stop blogging here. talking to a irritating, noisy, petty person on the phone now. HAHAHA. so very difficult to concentrate on blogging.

i'm still thinking of the G2000 tops...... =(


{until tomorrow}

Saturday, January 06, 2007


@1:33 PM

i know i'm such a sickening irritating naggy noisy bitchy complain queen.
BUT I JUST CANNOT STAND THE "DI" SOUND!!!!
really breaks my heart (and my pockets) everytime i hear that. each "DI" sound cost so much. i know i'm earning my own buck now but still i think its damn expensive la. why must standard of living be so high in singapore =(


nonono.......i like high standard of living!!! hahahaha i cannot stand freaking smelly toilets, slow and noisy buses/trains, dirty and run-down public places, low quality health services and disgustingly inedible food. lol.....i love singapore ok.


but these days i dont have the mood to go out. somehow i prefer staying at home pigging out, being a crouch potato or just stare into my ceiling. going out seems boring, uninteresting and money-wasting. maybe its becos i'm working so i'm rather tired everyday. but i promised my friends that my weekends are for them.....so yeah.....cant go back on my words now. since i cant rest this weekend, i'll rest next weekend. if i cant rest next weekend, there'll still be next next weekend. HAHAHA!!!


oh i was so so so happy yesterday!!! i took initiative and made friends with a new temp girl at my workplace. turns out that she's same age as me and was from SRJC. woohoo~~ hey JUSTINE, she knows you!!!!! erm...but shit i cant remember her name, is it jie hui or hui jie? hahahha nvm but i'm really glad i made new friends. sometimes aunties just dont make sense to me.

and i'm extraordinarily HAPPY this morning!!! guess what??? i dreamt of the shuai ge in my office!!!! omgomgomg. even though the other two guys also appeared in my dream, but who cares, whats most impt is that the shuai ge is there. kekekekeke so happy happy happy~~~ but i cant remember wad the dream is about la, i only remember the ppl inside. he's so good-looking la! my dull office days are brightened up every time i catch a glimpse of him!!! wahahahahahahahhahahaahh i sound like some psychotic sicko lusty woman. but hey i'm NOT ok! its perfectly fine to appreciate good-looking ppl. hahahahhahahha. too bad i dont dare to talk to him. cannot cannot, i'm a girl, definitely cannot make the first move to talk to a guy, i must have my pride. LOL!


alrighty later going to Shaina's house for some sort of farewell for my dear class guys. hopefully it'll be fun =) but its sad la, so fast the guys are going into ns.... you'll all be greatly missed. wish that you all will ORD in two years time looking hunky, charming and of course, TALL. especially so for ah neh. muahahahahahahhaa.


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, January 03, 2007


@11:58 PM

its not "DI DI" anymore!!! its "DI" now!!! omgomgomg... i'm an adult now!!!!!!!!

i dun wan. i dun wan. i dun wan!!!!!!!!!! =(((((((

i hate the "DI" sound~~~~~

no more 45 cents bus rides now..............

anyway i'm really an asshole la. i promised to be a better person in 2007, yet this morning i made my mummy angry. haiz.....really...i must control my temper. but luckily my mummy is a forgiving and understanding mother. hehe. i love my mummy!!

i realised i eat a lot at home. so much to eat. breakfast cereals, wang wang, biscuits, milo powder, chocolate, aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh my home is a growing-fat-place. i must stop snacking lah. i must not grow fat lah...its disgusting. the word "fat" itself is disgusting.

hmm....i feel like learning yoga. i feel like putting on braces. i feel like getting my license without the driving test. i feel like going for lasik. i feel like going to sing kbox.

oh yea i watched death note 2 yesterday. the movie is damn nice in my opinion even though i didnt watch death note 1. L is a person full of character and he brings cuteness and coolness to a whole new level. how can anyone be both cute and cool??? omg thats how amazing L is!!! <3
i'm going to watch death note 1 soon....maybe tmr! =D

guess wad?? my com's healthy and kicking again!!!! yay-ness!
thanks daddy!


{until tomorrow}

Monday, January 01, 2007


@6:00 PM

yay-ness!!!
i finally got my full length mirror and clothes hanger from ikea!!!
so fun walking ard ikea looking at furnitures and accessories, much better than courts, and cheaper too. and there's the yummy $1 hotdog, and not to forget the irrisistable ballerina chocolate biscuit! heavenly... i finished the entire packet almost by myself =D

i'm siao huh...like so proud that i'm growing fatter. lol....
nvm la, as they say, nen chi shi fu !!!!

oh ya and i wanna go back to ikea to buy those smaller and cuter table mirrors and paste them on my study table. heheh. these days i have an obsession with looking at myself in the mirror. genever spread it to me!!


ok now i wanna blog down all my FIRSTs in year 2007!!

First person i talked to on the phone: Wee Keat
First set of clothes i wore: peach coloured Ferranyl t-shirt, giordano jeans and the long gold necklace i made myself. i shall not go into details abt my bra n panty. lol....
First song i hear: Maneater (wahahhahah men out there, BEWARE!!!)
First friend i met: Abel (who happens to be my neighbour)
First thing i ate: Apple
First person i sms: No one in specific cos i sent smses to a large group of ppl at 12midnight.
First person who smsed me: Seraphina =D
First person i talked to: Cant really remember. Either my mum or her friend.
First person i talked to on msn: Jason
First dream: I had like two dreams last night. The first was a rather bad one so i shall not talk about it. Anyway i dont really remember what it was all about. The second one i remembered i was at a i-dunno-which country with my class 05S06. I didnt see all of them but somehow in my dream i knew i was with them. I only saw genever, wee keat and jason. The place was beautiful and it was the winter season. Suddenly it began to snow. Lots and lots of snow. Snowflakes too. Thousands of beautiful crystal clear snowflakes dropped down from the sky. Amazing. All of a sudden, someone, either wk or jason, threw a snowball at me. I picked up a handful of snow from the ground and just as i was about to throw it back, my mum WOKE ME UP!!! thanks mummy.......................

What a dream. lol. seldom i can remember dreams so clearly. usually i forget all about them the moment i wake up.

Alright this shall be my first post of the year. Gonna sign off now.

As they say in Sweden, HAY DOE!!!



edit:
just read alot of blogs and realised that alot of my friends did a summary of 2006, what'd happened, how they've changed, what's significant to them and what they've learnt. like woah....they're so matured. made my blog pale in comparison to theirs. mine lacked so much depth. hahahahhahaha. nvm lah somethings do not necessarily have to be blogged out. what's most important is that i keep them in my heart as cherished memories. and i sincerely want to thank those who made a big big difference in my life in 2006. and apologise to those whom i've hurt directly or indirectly, knowingly or unknowingly and reasonably or unreasonably.
i'll be a better person in 2007 =D


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