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Sunday, July 30, 2006


9 Things I Hate About Everyone@5:18 PM


Got this email from a friend. quite funny lah. lol.

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $10 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved!' Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?


{until tomorrow}

Saturday, July 29, 2006


Badminton Princess |'v'v'|@1:16 PM

went for badminton session with kes and gen yesterday. quite a long time since i last exercise. left me waking up with an aching back and right arm. haha! oh well it was good fun. i like badminton since i was young, but didnt really learnt how to play the game correctly. the two pros, kes and gen, taught and corrected me on the techniques yesterday. i must say it was really helpful and i improved a tiny weeny bit, but its sooooo difficult to get them right. shortly after, i resumed back to my wrong way of playing. haha.

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felt like posting some photos again so decided to upload my class photo shots. it was kinda fun especially the fun shot. lol.


this is the formal shot, with part of the heritage corridor as background. this photo is damn nice right? lol. much nicer than the one we took last yr. (cos last yr my cam sucks!)


an informal shot at the audi staircase.


the class guys decided to be prisoners for a day. hmm it should be for a shot.


because the very next shot they decided to block the girls. @#$%^&*!

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i reliased i'm quite weird, based on my observations on myself. =)
- I always end up not doing what i'm supposed to do when i use the com. for instance, now.
- I have no idea why but i tend to feel sleepy the moment i'm sitting in the bus. and i hate it when i wake up realising that i missed my stop.
- I keep thinking of ways to slim down without having to exercise. and without having to stop snacking.
- I have this weird habit of sleeping late, like around 1 am even though i have nothing to do. I just refuse to go to sleep early.
- I have a phobia for crows. I keep thinking that i'd get pecked on my head when i see/hear them. I've been like this since they attacked me about 1 and a half yrs ago.
- I have a phobia for roads. I tend to run across the road even though its empty,
- I'm afraid of dying. especially dying early.
- I'll only go out in the sun when i need to. or else most of the time i hate the sun.
- at the same time, i keep wishing for a tan. but i hate the sun. so, yah.
- sometimes i like my fair skin.
- aiya i'm very contradicting lah.
- I can be hyperactive at one moment, and the next i get emo. for no reason.
- some people thinks that i'm very fierce, unapproachable and i look like an ah lian. @#$%^&*
- and some people get the shock out their lives when they hear me scold vulgarities. (what?! guai kia cannot scold vulgarities issit? fuck you.)
- I love listening to old songs. not the 60s 70s kind of oldies. i mean those songs in the older albums of current singers.
- I like watching beautiful people. boys girls men women old young tall short people.
- I absolutely hate people blocking my way. feel like kicking them out of my way.
- Shopping is a need. a necessity. NOT a want, desire, yearn, longing or demand.
- I always come back from shopping trips with stuffs that i do not need and an even longer shopping list.
- I dream, crave, long, want, desire and wish that i can grow up to be a skin doctor/ skin researcher/ cosmetics docter.


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, July 26, 2006


yet another disappointment@12:46 AM

"its not the end that matters, its the process"
i think this encouraging phrase by rebecca at the finishing line of the db competition is really very meaningful, very true and definitely relates very well to odac.
finally the race is over, althou we all didnt expect the ending to be this way, but we understand that we all did our best and we just didnt have the luck.
honestly i would be lying big time if i said forget about it and dont brood over it when in fact i keep thinking of the whole race over and over again. i dun understand why i cant seem to get over it. i really want to, but i "heart got fish but strength not enough" (haha translate to chinese). all of us are sad and disappointed, its natural. but more importantly from the competition we are more bonded right? LOL thats the best part lah. who doesnt want to be bonded with rebecca?? =P

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met up with some secondary school friends after sea sports carnival. everything was nice and pleasant. but i SUPER ENVY sera!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg she can drive!!!!! she really can drive! and its seriously steady and secure. thats not a surprise if u know that she has been driving from age 16. in America, that is. so now she comes back for a visit and we got the honour of being driven around by her. thats ultimate coolness. see her weave sweatlessly through the traffic, her confident turns and the perfect parking. W-O-W!! i want to drive too! i'm so gonna start driving lessons after 'A' level.

i want to drive!


{until tomorrow}

Sunday, July 23, 2006


another sleepless night@3:32 AM

Z-pop concert was an eye-opener. Saw Super stars like Fish Leong, Jeff Zhang, Harlem Yu Cheng Qing and Jolin Tsai. My first time attending such a concert. My first time in Spore Indoor Stadium. The best part of it was getting the tix free. The pity is that i didnt get to see the 4 finalists of Superband performing due to some unforeseen circumstances. What i want to comment on this concert is the behaviour of some SINGAPOREANS.
After the performance by the 4 stars, Mr S R Nathan, President of Singapore, was invited to present tokens of appreciation to the sponsors and organisers of this charity concert (part of the President's Challenge). To my horror, shortly after the 3rd or 4th receipient, the audience started leaving. The situation got sooo obvious that the emcees had to hint the audience by saying "there'll still be encore performances by the stars shortly after, be patient so as not to miss the great performances." Imagine how awkward and embarrassing it had been for the emcees. Well, at least the situation turned for the better after they said that. Kiasu singaporeans. How can they just leave right in front of the President!!?? I'm not talking about 4 or 5 people leaving, its streams and streams of people heading towards the exits, until some areas among the audience was almost bare. Readers Digest reported that Singapore is a rude city, does rudeness also mean disrespect, insensitive & selfish?????? omg i'm so shameful of my fellow singaporeans.
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Anyway TPJC CO concert was worthwhile and nice. Kinda amusing, i mean the mini drama, but to some extent, lame. The songs were nice. The audience was supportive and knew how to behave. really a pleasant concert.
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SHE'S BACK!!!
who??
MY BESTIE!!!! lol i'm soooooooooooo excited and happy~~~~
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i've been keeping this to myself for quite some time, and i really feel like getting it off my chest in my blog.
its fine with me if u think that your cca is the best. i'm really glad that u like your cca and i dun mind supporting u in your cca. but wad i'm pissed with is the fact that u keep dissing my cca and critising it. if u really think that my cca is disgusting (in your context, disgusting may mean stupid, lame, redundant, whatever-u-mean-but-i-dun-know), pls keep it to yourself. i truthfully dun mind u giving your honest opinions about certain stuffs regarding my cca, but if u intend to continuosly critising and insulting my cca, i........i cant do anything lah. we're friends wad. but i would really appreciate it if u can stop saying those stuffs, or u dun say those stuffs in front of me. next time before u wan to comment on anything, why not u go and do a compare and contrast between our cca. honestly if i wan to find faults with ur cca, there are plenty. its just that i do not wan to strain our friendship and i believe that each and every cca has its functions and its way of doing things, there are no right or wrong, no cca better or worse than others. i can take a joke, two jokes, three jokes and even four jokes, but i cannot stand it when u know how much i like my cca and u repeatly and uncaringly badmouth my cca. i feel that u're very insentitive and sarcastic. i understand that there may be things in life that we personally cannot accept and we tend to give negative comments, to me its ok to say "eeee" when u see someone dress horribly or some couples' PDA, but in this instance, pls remember that the person is your friend, the person is me!! try to be more understanding and spare a thought for my feelings. if u really cannot accept certain things, at least try to understand why we did wad we did and gather more facts first before jumping to a conclusion. u always want ppl to understand u n do things your way, u get upset by little things and sometimes i even find u domineering. but i honestly do not hold these against u. cos i may have some idiotic and unbearable character in me which u dislike too. but at the every least i dare to say that i try to speak without hurting others. so please keep those unconstructive opinions to yourself. i can do without them and my life will definitely be happier.
your cca is good. my cca is equally good. you like your cca, i like my cca as well.
lastly, i really like u as my friend.


{until tomorrow}

Thursday, July 20, 2006


hurt@12:09 AM

am i thinking too much?
are they the truth?
i cant tell.
i dont want to.
how did things turn out in this way?
it scares me.
disappointing. hurt. confused.
i shudder at the thought of it.
why must things turn out like this?
why must i be the one?
i thought everything was perfect.
so everything was wishful thinking on my part.
or should it be in the present tense?
am i at fault? i'm the one who brought it upon myself?
is it wrong to be myself? to be my true self?
maybe it is. so maybe it is my fault.
its my fault for not seeing that everything was all a facade.
it was all pretentious. all lies. all acts.
the years and years of fake smiles.
it hurts me.

but hey, thats life. thats reality.
the only person trustworthy enough is yourself.
everything else is deception.
i'm losing hope. i'm losing faith.
in fact, i've lost all the confidence i had.

should i forget about it and move on in life?
the impact might be too fatal to forget.
but certainly i must move on.
its the only solution.
things will never be the same again.


{until tomorrow}

Friday, July 14, 2006


i'm the idiot. dumb.@8:17 PM

ahhhh i'm such a SPOILER. i feel so stupid, retard, guilty, embarrassed & whatever-words-that-are-used-to-describe-idiots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to odac: i'm sooooo sorry for speaking too fast and speaking without thinking. ARGH! i totally spoiled the atmosphere and the suspense. there might be things that clarence wanted to do before announcing P but i had to spoil his plans. even if he doesnt have plans, he should be the one to announce the name. gosh.....i'm still feeling quite guilty now. sorry =X

oh wells anyway i suddenly have this super big cravings for cookies, sushi and dim sum. lol.

and i know how to play guan huai fang shi on the PIANO!!! =D
erm...ok no link.

i wanna say i LOVE odac. esp the 20th batch. we rocks!!


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, July 12, 2006


...@11:56 PM

uncertainties uncertainties uncertainties...

how i hate the uncertainties in life.


{until tomorrow}

Thursday, July 06, 2006


nothing in particular@6:39 PM

oh wells, got back all my common test papers. ermmmmm how should i put it..... chem and bio was disastrous, but kinda expected the results judging from how much effort i've put in. its ok, i've learnt to take it in my stride and accept my results with good grace. hey, i did better than others ok! (its jus that i did worse then far more. lol. nvm.) as for GP, initially was quite disappointed with my paper 2 results but brightened up when i got back my paper 1. hee....i'm content. =)
(i shall NOT be disturbed my my gp tutor's suaning - she said i got such essay marks was because the marker was lenient and i would never get such a grade from her - bleah who cares!)

ok i must say i am damn DISGUSTED by those DESPO guys who ask for girls' number on the street, claiming that he jus wanna make more friends. oh pls, this act is SOOOOOO cliche!! if you are that desperate to have more friends, i recommend u go to some match-making agency or speed-dating events can!! they're everywhere now, so how difficult can it get to make more friends??? instead of getting rejected on the streets. if u look like hunks like Mike He Jun Xiang, maybe u'll be more likely to succeed la. but if u're nowhere near that, pls dun tramatise ladies in the middle of the road. -_-" gosh, get a L-I-F-E !!
*jus to clarify, i wasn't the one who was approached (obvious right), the victim was my friend*

football fever is killing me. disturbing my already disturbed sleep cycle. robbing me of my much-needed sleep. disappointing me over and over again. arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! why liddat???? why germany out??????


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