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Monday, June 30, 2008


@1:53 AM

Watched Wanted today. Angelina Jolie is one hot kickass woman.

I want to watch Get Smart and Zohan. I wish I can have unlimited free movie tickets.

I want to buy my oven soon. I wish I can upgrade my current tiny and pathetic toaster into a baking oven. Cakes/cookies/muffins/brownies I WANT TO BAKE YOU!! (and eat you as well)

I want to post pictures on my blog and facebook. I wish my darling honey sweetie babes would send me the photos soon.

I want to lose weight. I wish I wasn't so greedy and can be more disciplined.


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, June 25, 2008


@1:06 AM

telemarketing is a stupid job, but it can be funny at times. sometimes, i really wish to know who the person on the other line is, cos he/she is so interesting!! people like them make my job less boring =D just a note of advice to you guys out there: please do not give strangers your contact no., especially those seemingly harmless surveys, so as to save yourself from unnecessary calls from telemarketers like me! LOL! you never know where/who your contact no. will end up in/with.

on the other hand, if a telemarketer calls you, just reject nicely and politely. s/he is just doing a job! its not as if s/he has nothing better to do besides calling you and disrupting your tv show/dinner/ hot date. DON'T KUP THE PHONE! damn rude! =)

honestly, i kind of like my job now, but i would love it more if they let me do admin the whole day instead of making calls. i hope to know more people there thou, cause my companion now is leaving for hk soon! =( anyway, there's quite alot to eat at tanjong pagar, they're all hidden inside the towering buildings, and the prices are very reasonable, i always look forward to lunch/dinner! date me out for meals ok!!!

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expectations bring disappointments.
the higher the expectations, the bigger the disappointments.

first cake. second cake. third cake. fourth cake. fifth cake.
it's funny how come I don't feel like I've celebrated my birthday at all.
but i love love love all my friends who made it a point to remember, it's a blessing to be surrounded by all of you =D


{until tomorrow}

Sunday, June 22, 2008


@9:15 PM

Sometimes, I want to fall in love all over again.

When you are in love, everything around you seems to be beautiful.
Everytime you think about the one you love, a smile naturally appears on your face, and you know that he is thinking about you too.
Everytime you see him, you hope that time would stay still.
After parting for less than five minutes, you wish that you can see him again.

Every night before sleeping, he would be the last person you think of.
When you wake up the next morning, he would be the first person that comes to your mind.
Sometimes, you can be on the phone with him for hours and hours.
Sometimes, you can be sms-ing him the entire day, updating each other about everything that has happened.

When you're happy, you want him to share your joy.
When you're upset, you just want to be in his arms and forget all the sorrows.
You hope that you are able to share all his happiness and sadness.
Without him around, your days become so different.

However, when slowly, all the sweetness die off, the constant messaging stops, the things that both of you do together doesn't seem as sweet anymore and you start to meet him less often, the disappointment sets in. And that is because of the expectations you have of each other. Without realising it, you are taking each other for granted.

Soon after, you feel tired of having to live up to each other's expectations, and you begin to accuse each other of not putting in the effort. You begin to doubt yourself, and doubt him. You start to wonder if you are ready to commit, and thats when you know the honeymoon period is over. During this difficult times, only trust and perserverance can get both of you through this period.

Falling in love can be such a sweet sweet feeling, and sometimes i really miss those times.
But I am happy enough that I have memories of them, stored deep inside my heart.
I am glad that I am already in love with him.


{until tomorrow}

Monday, June 16, 2008


@12:30 AM

goodbye forever, isetan.

hello to redang, in july =D (cross fingers like mad that it WILL be for real!)

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today, out of sheer kaisu-ness, laziness and improptu-ness, i made a decision to buy an external hard disk, which by accident, caused unnecessary trouble to some of my friends.
I'M SO SORRY!!! it was a pure misunderstanding! don't be pissed with me okay? please.........


{until tomorrow}

Saturday, June 14, 2008


@2:18 AM

To darling Genever, princess Kesther and sexbomb Jieyi,
Thanks for the birthday celebration!! I love you girls, forever and ever!
And gen, we'll miss you while u're at taiwan! remember to buy souvenirs back! maybe buy something erotic for jieyi cause i think she's obsesses with that =P

To the sweet Siyi,
Thanks for remembering my birthday and the vouchers. Thou u cant meet us for dinner, but I really appreciated your efforts =)

Most importantly, to the man-in-woman's-body Jieying,
Thanks for always being there - listening to me, bitching with me, complaining to me or just stoning with me. I'll always be there for u too.

To Wk,
=D

Lots of love,
Auntie-in-girl's-body Veronica


{until tomorrow}

Friday, June 13, 2008


@10:33 PM

sigh...

there's so much inside of me but i cant let it out.
what's wrong with me??? =(

I NEED TO LET OFF STEAM!!!!!!!


{until tomorrow}



@1:45 AM

Caught the 'forgetful virus' recently, kind of not being myself these days.

Had training on tuesday so went up to Xue's room to chit chat and changed my specs to contact lens since i was early. When i reached home after training, i realised that i left my specs in xue's room. Wth...almost pressed my face against my laptop while i was using it at night after i took out my contacts. Got my specs back with me now =D

Today, after work, i accompanied jy to Ya Kun for tea break. After we parted, i left to take the mrt while she went tampines mall to walk around. I board the train towards simei and i realised "SHIT! i left my shoe bag behind! omg my running shoes and heels are inside!!" Called jy and she went to ya kun to look for it while i took the train back to tampines. On the way, jy told me she found it at ya kun. Phew.... Love her!!

Today i had training at hall so upon reaching, i went to the ladies to change into my training attire. So i got into the toilet cubicle to change and p*e, then i went to the bathing cubicle beside to wash my legs cos my heels were like making my feet really sore. I went back to the toilet cubicle again to retrive my back, left the ladies and went for training (which is about 7 pm).
So, AFTER training, at about 10.30 pm, i grabbed my bag and shoebag and rushed to the bus stop to catch the bus. While grabbing my bag, i was still wondering how come my bag is so light but i didnt really cared. And when the bus is approaching, i realised "OMG MY CLOTHES ARE IN THE LADIES!!! DAMN!" But i can't go back to take because i might miss the last train home! I called xue, who went to the ladies and help me to check and my clothes are all still there. HENG...my top, my jeans and my br* all still hanging on the hook. Damn embrassing lor...but xue is a nice girl to help me keep. Hehe. Love you too!!

And tonight, i reached home and i went to bathe. After bathing, i realised i forgot to remove my eye liner. Yay! Prove that my eye liner is really water-proof! haha! not smudge-proof thou cause it can easily be removed using tissue.

And i almost forget what shift i'm working tomorrow. Okay, its the morning shift, which means i have to get up early tomorow, or techically speaking, today. So i'm outta here!!


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, June 11, 2008


@10:32 PM

How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold.
You're my world, my heart, my soul.
If you ever leave,
baby you would take away everything good in my life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know.
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky.
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you.
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life.

And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?

If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything.
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

How do I live without you?

How do I live without you baby?


LeAnn Rimes - How Do I Live

Used to think this song is for the girl who's weak and useless.
And yes, I am the weak and useless girl now.

I'm like crossing my fingers, waiting for something to happen now.


{until tomorrow}

Tuesday, June 10, 2008


@1:05 AM

slept with you on my mind...
and woke up with you on my mind.
how long is this going to last?
why does awhile seems like forever?
i don't understand,
this hurts so much.


where are you?


{until tomorrow}

Sunday, June 08, 2008


@11:57 PM

when the tears can't flow,
and the smiles don't come,
it's an agony.


you have no idea how much this is affecting me.


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, June 04, 2008


@2:15 AM

Guess what this is?
WE..........
finished the entire EARTHQUAKE in about 10 minutes! how beastly...
my 'main course' at swensens, its actually grilled chicken salad but its super filling and nice and definitely WORTH the money, right jieying?
jieying with her chicken baked rice, i'm so tempted to post her unglam photos but i'm a nice friend =D
we're so happy that it's our last day at robinsons!
the girls, all ntu accountants except me. lol.
we were lingering around changi airport terminal 3 with nothing to do before dinner thats why we kept taking lots of stupid pics.
T3 is quite nice i think, but abit dead.
taken at expo Hall 7 on the last day. with rynel (ikan bilis) and mei xuan, my partners at counter 22. they made my days at robinsons super fun =D
during one of the days at robinsons sales. mei xuan and i had nothing to do so......hahahhaha poor rynel.
last unglam pic of me to end off:
while at swensens, stupid daniel kept poking his handphone antenna towards me because he thinks that i can send signals to his phone. argh.

Work at Robinsons Expo Sales is finally over! Left me feeling amazed, tired and definitely with many happy memories. The Robinsons people are a great bunch of people to work with. Seriously, both the perm and temp staff. Altho some of them (ahem) are not as nice to be with, but in a way they contribute to our fun when we bitch about them. LOL! I mean, it can get boring when there're no customers so bitching is the next best thing to do, RIGHT?
Rested for two days and tomorrow i'm gonna start another job, a promoter. Another chance for me to meet many different people in a day again and brush up on my PR skills. And again, i have to STAND for the entire 8 hrs =( What to do, i need the job and i cant find a better one.
I am really quite glad that my life is so packed now and i am really enjoying it altho it leaves me little time for myself, my family and him. I hope they can understand...


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