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Sunday, August 17, 2008


@3:44 PM

I knew things would be better =D
I managed to add one elective today =DD
I'm a very very happy girl now =DDD

Let's hope that this elective turns out to be managable and interesting, and won't pull down my gpa. haha. I don't want to use my S/U option for nothing.

Lastly, all the best to Singapore's table tennis women team at Beijing Olympics. Go for GOLD!! =DDDD


{until tomorrow}

Saturday, August 16, 2008


@10:52 PM

Milo Overdose

As you can infer from my very crude post yesterday, I was in a bad bad mood. Reason? I just received the e-mail stating that my appeal for all 3 electives was rejected.
- Reason for rejecting the appeal CBC811: Class size has reached maximum capacity.
- Reason for rejecting the appeal HP803: No more vacancy
- Reason for rejecting the appeal HP802: Insufficient vacancies. With apologies.
I even sent an e-mail to the Prof for HP802 directly, and he replied me:
"I regret to inform you that we have already opened more than the planned number of places for this course. Opening further places beyond this number is just not practical bearing in mind the other considerations like marking of assignments and exam scripts within the time frame set in the context of my other commitments.
Nevertheless, thank you for your enthusiasm and interest in this course."


blah blah blah....i feel like an idiot.
its either NO VACANCY, or CLASH WITH TIMETABLE, or SOMEONE ELSE TOOK IT, or I'M NOT AROUND. did i step on someone's toes this sem? anyone can explain why am I so suay ever since this sem started? all the bad things seems to be happening to me or around me? damn!

SO, in order to vent my frustration, i went around looking for something to munch on (despite the fact that i was supposed to be on diet. fuck care la)
No biscuits :(
Got cereal, but not nice leh :(
No yoghurt :(
No fruits :(
No chips :(
Ahhh!!...milo powder!! one of my fave obsession =D yay! eat!

I went on to scope a few spoonful into a small bowl and start my feast. At the same time, I was playing 'Who has the biggest brain?' on facebook as I am amazed how big Wen Feng's brain is. A short while later, xue called and told me that there's vacancy for a course tt they were taking! I kind of saw a glimmer of hope but then the bad news hit me again - TIMETABLE CLASH. yes, again! its always like that and i'm used to it.

SO, i continued to scope more milo powder into my bowl and continued 'Who has the biggest brain?' to divert my mind away from add-drop.

eat play scope
eat play scope
eat play scope eat play scope eat play scope.......
after countless bowls of milo powder, i began to feel the heatiness within me.
okay, i should stop now, i told myself.

I stopped and began gulping down water. Tonnes of water. Mouthful after mouthful until my stomach felt very bloated. By that time, I was having a slight headache. Plus slightly feverish.

Later, dinner with mum and dad at Bedok interchange hawker center was sucky. I totally didnt feel like eating anything and had no appetite. Obviously, they were not at home while I was swallowing milo powder like its free. They only knew that I wasn't feeling well but didn't know the reason. I only had a few mouthful of porridge for dinner, as I'm dying from my headache and weird stomachache.

Then, they wanted to go Seng Siong to buy groceries and I went along as well since I had to buy food for today's picnic too. But I don't think I knew what I was buying, I just randomly took some food and paid. I desperately wanted to go home.

Finally, at home, I just headed straight to the sofa and lied there. My head was so freaking pain I felt like using something to stab my brain. Dad then gave a shoulder and neck massage which helped at that moment only. After the massage, I was back in hell again.

I headed to the bed and attempted to sleep - without changing, without bathing, stinky and greasy. After rolling and turning and twisting, I think I managed to fall asleep for awhile. I woke up later, maybe becos I can't stand myself for not washing up. But the moment I woke up, the headache suddenly came back and my brain starts to constrict itself, squeezing itself into a tiny ball, and I could feel it pounding when I touched the sides of my forehead. It was fucking unbearable and I was literally pulling my hair out! Yes, I pulled my hair extensions out, believe it or not.

Mum gave me one panadol extra and I went to bathe. I dun even know if I washed myself properly as I was in so much pain. My stomach kept churning and I could feel as if there was alot of air inside. I tried to make myself throw up by sticking my fingers down my throat but I failed. I wanted so much to throw up but the most I did was burp. ARGH! (See, I can never become anorexic haha.)

The throbbing pain in my head was still there after bathing and I started to cry. For no reason, I just cried becos the pain was too much for me. It was really ridiculous. I called wee keat and cried while telling him how miserable I was. Mum then came along again to give me one more panadol extra to pop.

After struggling to dry my hair, I went to bed. Mummy, being the angel again, helped me apply medicated oil (feng you) on my tummy, back, neck and forehead, then covered me with the blanket and assured me that I would be alright. True enough, I felt much better soon. The headache went away, and i felt really warm due to the feng you. So very comfortable =) My stomach still felt weird though but I starting farting, and it smells kinda weird. LOL! Not as though I took one big breathe after farting la! I just inhaled abit by accident. Strange thing is, I felt better after farting. (hello there's nothing wrong with talking abt farting k? every normal healthy human farts, and that includes girls.) Anyway, I drifted off to sleep soon =)

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Such a longggggg post and it's ALL STARTED BECAUSE OF THE STUPID ADD-DROP! *GRRRR*

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Anyway, i had the best day today so far ever since semester started!
simple and short picnic, but it was good. very very lovely =D
i love justine, adora, cindy, teng yee.
i love wee keat.

i hope things will start to be better for me after today.
yes, it will be =)

PS. By the way, everytime I see milo now, I'll feel very grossed out.


{until tomorrow}

Friday, August 15, 2008


@4:44 PM

Add-drop,

FUCK YOU!


i am so angry and why is there nothing to eat at home?!


{until tomorrow}

Wednesday, August 13, 2008


@1:52 AM

Life's a bitch, but there's nothing you can do about it,
at least that's what I think.

Many things happened lately. Not exactly happy events, but at least it brought out something in all of us. We cried and lose sleep over it. But more importantly, it allowed us to share honestly, love openly and in a way, bonded us together. Although I would rather not want it to happen, but whatever that has happen, happened. It has become a past, a memory and a story most girls can relate to.

I guess after every trials and tribulations, one can clearly identify the values and ties s/he value most. For me, it should be spending time with my family and friends. I really enjoy the time I spend with my friends everytime they ask me out, and I hate rejecting them. I really cherish the time I spend with my family, and I feel guilty for always putting them last on my priority list when my friends ask me out. I really love the time I spend with wk and I detest it when I have to choose between him or family/friends. I even like the time I spend alone in front of my computer, checking up facebook or msn nicknames, to update myself on who's happy (so I can feel happy for them) or who's sad (so I can comfort them). Lastly, at the end of the day, I am contented to have the time I spend with myself before I go to sleep, to reflect, to go through my stories and to tell myself how much I love myself.

Everyone got his/her own story to tell. Be it a happy or sad story, you still have to go on with life and live life your own way.


{until tomorrow}

Friday, August 08, 2008


@2:24 AM

HALL 13 FOC 2008 Pictures!!!
Anouka's pretty banner!
Anouka's pretty seniors!! *drools*
Our favourite game - TAU POK!
Mass tau pok in the mud. I'm so glad I wasn't part of it. hee.
Babes and hunks during pool games =D
Group picture outside hall 13 before we set off for Amazing Race. I love our OG cap! Anyway, we emerged CHAMPION in Amazing Race! I'm so proud of them! =)
The slacker seniors walking at the back. lol. The freshies were walking too fast for us to catch up.
Last night of FOC held at Kbox. See all the gorgeous smiling faces of Anouka's girls.
and the cute peace sign by the guys...
Main committee of FOC, it is thanks of all of them that FOC was such a success! =D
Who dares to mess with us will be prata!
Who dares to mess with us will be siew mai!


{until tomorrow}

Monday, August 04, 2008


@6:07 PM

BEFORE
AFTER
wahahahha super long hair like sadako/zhong guo mei

i really like myself in long hair, but secretly, i hate my extensions and i regretted doing it.
waste of $150 in exchange for discomfort and inconvenience.
anyway i did it at city plaza, the lady boss was really nice and professional =)
i hope i will have my OWN long hair soon!



{until tomorrow}



@3:34 PM

NTU Hall 13 FOC 2008 is finally over!! =D
Personally, i think it was a great success and I especially loved the hall bash at KBox, much much better than clubbing. And most of all, i love Anouka 2008. They were really an enjoyable bunch of people to be with. Tonight's going to be the Joint Hall Bash at Zouk, not really looking forward to it cos its clubbing but nonetheless i'm going to enjoy myself before school starts getting serious.

And talking about school, I DIDN'T GET ANY ELECTIVES *^$#$&*()*^$#@!#^&*
I CAN'T BELIEVE MY LUCK, OR THE LACK OF IT.
sian...now need to camp in front of my laptop till 6.30pm just to add more subjects. grrrrr......


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