things are not that simple@12:14 AM
i truely have no idea how to start this post. there's just so much events and emotions inside of me that i dont know which to blog about. it may seem weird, although i know that there has been alot of stuffs going on or that i wanted to blog about, but now when i finally want to blog them down, i cant remember most of them. guess thats the result of infrequent blogging. *shrugs* lazy to blog too.
Trying my best to recall,
after the march hols, went back to school - study, cca, getting scolded, study, cca, getting scolded, study, cca, getting scolded, stu..... i could repeat this for hours man. cos my life is jus too routine. everyday, every single damn day, is an exact repeat of the previous day. sure, i'm aware that many ppl are going thru this same whole thing with me and they are hating it as well, but i really really
really yearn for some excitment in my life.
Probably people will question, isn't my cca exciting with so much happenings? Hmm....ya probably, but.....nvm shall not touch on that, perhaps i'm slightly more negative. sometimes to me, success doesnt mean mission/aim accomplished.
These days, school life has been exceptionally boring with the emphasis on studies and attire. I admit, the attire of tpjcians are really not that perfect. But does she has to kick up such a big fuss over it? I mean, what is the problem here now??? Since they like to compare us with other JCs academically, lets compare attire-wise - which JC stresses that their students' uniform must be allllll the way tucked in, girls must wear long skirts, skirt must be at waist level, blouse must only cover half of upper body and no drawstrings allowed? I understand perfectly well that we are studying in a school, and there must be discipline, but not to that extent! Just be more flexible with us, we happy, you happy, everybody happy! And i dun see the link between looking neat (ya right neat indeed) and achieving good results. eventually, people might call us the toot JC with poor results. haiz althou i complain but i have nothing against the school, really, except maybe her.
Oh well these days have been in a quite foul mood. Dear has been faithfully by my side to share my sorrows. Thanks! lol...and thanks for accompanying me to shop today.
shopping lifts my spirit =)
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until tomorrow}