{until tomorrow .

sleepless night@2:05 AM

2.14 a.m
cant get to sleep. whenever i'm bored or have nothing to do, i'll have this habit of opening up my photos folders and browse thru them. seeing these photos really brings back lots of great memories - i guess thats the most important function of cameras. i really miss those good old days where problems are not really problems, where simple things can brighten my day, and where school is so stress-free and enjoyable. looking at those photos also makes me miss my friends alot, althou i may have lost contact with some of them now, but they really have made an impact in my life. this entry here is to tell my friends that i am grateful to them for appearing in my life and making a difference. (names are NOT in sequence of importance!)

Cindy: the ever-smiling and witty lady. always bringing laughter to senses, always there to lend a listening ear.

Adora: the matured and pretty woman who jus makes my life better with her around.

Justine: the cheerful and adorable girl. my best friend in pri sch. her lively character jus makes it so easy to talk to her.

Teng Yee: the beautiful and artistic woman. gentle yet strong. a lady with all the good characteristics and nothing bad.

Siyi: a girl who has character and dares to be different. has a charming personality and beautiful smile that jus draws u to her. i love talking to her.

Huiling: someone who is so willing to help and can be counted on. even thou we seldom contact each other, she is someone i cant forget and i can be sure that she wont forget me too.

Seraphina: my best friend ever! seems stupid to have this list without her. always there for me. forever so encouraging and self-less. one of the best person i've met in my life. i love her.

Wee Hong: another person who has every reason to be in this list. another one of the best person i've met in sec sch.

Martin: a guy who was by my side when i was going thru a period of darkness. i owe him alot.

Jianli: the idiotic and friendly guy. has a strong and witty character which makes sec sch life boring without him.

Wee Keat: haha the bugger. but sometimes surprises me with his matured thoughts. life in school gets monotonous without him around. really glad to have met someone like him.

Kexin: the very very creative lady, to me. her way of expressing herself is very unique. the lady who is able to create an impact in alot of ppl's life with her individuality.

Eileen: a girl who changed alot throughout the years, physically. yet her personality remains so friendly and caring.

Kesther: lovable girl which makes jc days easier with her around. thou sometimes blur and retarded, her insights on events and life really make me think twice abt certain things.

Genever: so cool on the outside but yet so warm inside. i'll regret if i didnt have the chance to know her better. someone who'll constantly remind me to get my feets firmly on the ground.

Jieyi: very unique girl. very glad to have known her better and that we can click so well. brought alot of joy to my jc days.

Jacqueline: a woman i admired alot during my working days. she really taught me alot about what life is really about. very wise and very strong lady of great character.

Of cos this list is not exhaustive, many people made an impact in my 18 years, people like my family members (definitely! i cant live without them), pri sch friends like poh ling, clarice, shu jing, my evps chinese dance team, sec sch friends like ruizhen, puay boon, melissa, xinyu, natalie, 4e1, student council, tpjc 05s06, odac, and of cos alot of my teachers. these ppl have helped me grow and mature over the years and my life wouldnt be the same without them. althou i have lost contact with alot of them, but the memories are still vivid in my mind, and even if i lost my memory one day, i'll still have the photos!! =D

Hey alex........

are u looking for your name??

LOL! how can i forget u la.

Alex: my soulmate. a guy who make each and every day of my life worth living. words cant describe how i feel towards u la. muacks. gonna give u my first-time here: I love U!

3.11 a.m (on my computer clock)

{until tomorrow}