sinned@8:45 PM
i sinned today.bought a belt for $20. although i knew it was not really worth it but i jus wanted to spend money. argh! and i also reserved a pair of heels at charles and keith. need to save up again... lol. if only i can be in the kind of i-like-i-buy scenario. if only.....~~~since young everyone will ask wad do i want to be when u grow up.at kindergarten, i wanted to be the tall, slim, pretty and elegant SIA girl. kekeke...at lower pri, i replied that qns with the standard ans - teacher. -_-"at upper pri, i decided that kids are tough to handle, and i wouldnt want myself fuming over idiotic students everyday, so i wanted to be a zoo keeper or a pet shop owner, since i like animals. ^.^at sec one, i wanted to be a successful career woman and work at one of the tallest buildings in shenton way. my office would be modern and spacious, and situated right at the top of the building. =Pat sec two, i find that working is a chore, so my new aim was to be a tai tai. (ooh...look at my new gucci....)at sec three, i was influenced by the feminist mindset again, and decided not to depend on my husband. so i dreamt of myself in a variety of occupations - hotel manager, interior designer, fashion designer, actress, singer.... but i know my art sucks lah k...at sec four, i finally gave my future serious thought and felt that hmm....working in the skincare industry might be what i'm looking for. I wanted to either be a dermatologist or a cosmetics researcher. cos the industry is thriving and yalah the pay is good lah.... heeBut at JC1, my CT told me, there is NO chances of me getting into medicine based on the subjects i'm taking. That felt as though my dreams are completely shattered. I was feeling quite down for some time but i picked up my shattered pieces of dreams and found alternatives to realise them (okay this sounds damn cliche). LOL!!! and i was told that I could either go overseas (but need lots of money of course) or go into pharmacy, which is the closest course to medicine. so i'm still quite hopeful now =Dthe only thing now is to score for my 'A' levels :))))))
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The Veronica@1:02 AM
GEMINI WOMANA good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You cannot tie her down with the word "Love" because although she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters.She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She's eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put in all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature.She is able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her conversation will not bored you. She able to talk to you about any subjects. She can make you feel like you are the luckiest man alive. She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly and comfortably.She can be your best buddy and talk to you about anything. She can join all your activities with the same energy that you have. She is a quick witted person and learn new things very fast. She can see your projects and she can give you good advice. If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself, she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.She can easily make a guy fall in love with her. Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm" for many men. She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet. She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy. She expects a lot and nearly too much. She is constantly waiting for her knight in shining armor even she is with a steady boy friend. She can fall in love or be fond of someone else while she is with you. If you break up with her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature. The Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac. Because she is a dreamer and is always waiting for her knight, so her love life can be complex or a mess.She hates to write long letters, so if you write her a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it. Because she has a multiple personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof. Because she knows what she belief today can be different tomorrow. She could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic. If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away, but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that subject without offending you. Normally she will not lie.She will work hard and once a while take a long rest. She can get bored and tired with her own surrounding more than at work. She never feel content with her present work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more. Don't ask her what is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer. Once you get to know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you. She has a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her, together and equally.*******that may be me, that may not be me. to a certain extent, some are quite true.as they say, gemini women ARE complex.
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*BISH*@7:45 PM
veronica leong mei ting you ought to be shot! and be kicked into the Nazi's gas chamber and be gas-ed a million times.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE WHEN CAN I STOP MY I-KNOW-I-HAVE-TO-BUT-I-CANT FEELING!!!!
someone should knock my head into the wall, bodyslam me into rocks and slap me real hard using some thick TYS.
i should stop dreaming
stop eating
stop sleeping
stop slacking
stop staring into nothing
stop wasting time
ARGH
i've never hated myself so much like now
if i fail my 'A' levels, i'm gonna commit suicide.
by not eating ice-cream for 3 months.
i'm darn serious.
ok i'm joking about the physical punishment on me. kekeke
and why am i still blogging instead of getting my fat ass back to my studies table.
shiat me
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fight Fight FIGHT@7:37 PM
yesterday went for tpjc bowling competition to look look see see and support friends. quite a lot of ppl turned up and the competition was rather exciting. makes me sooo want to go bowling too!! also saw quite alot of shuai ge from tpjc. heehee....i ranked the top 3 shuai ge in tpjc.
They are:
- __________________
- __________________
- __________________
LOL cannot say out here lah, or else alex jealous. kekeke....
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time is SERIOUSLY running out. prelims are only about a month away. sigh...and i still have soooo much work left untouched. it feels like everyone around me are more or less the same, yet kind of afraid that by the time exams arrive, i'll lag behind alot alot alot!!!! *arrggghhhhhhhhh*
its time i change my mindset, though it may be abit too late, at least its better late than never.
determination, perseverance, focus, concentrate, positive, control, possible, willpower, clear state of mind, study, responsibility, fail to plan, plan to fail, no regrets, success, future, university, goals, aim, target, outsmart, outshine, set my sights far, abstain, consistency, reach high, work hard, nerd, 'A' levels!!
YES! I want to nerdy! really!! i will mug mug mug till 'A' levels. i will listen attentively in lectures and participate in tutorials. i will complete all my homework. i will read up on past topics everyday. (though my shirt and skirt and socks shall not go any higher =P )
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dammit lah...a couple of days ago on the way home, i fell asleep in the bus. walao damn unglam like shit.
but its alright, nerd what, supposed to look unglam. HAHA.
oei to all my friends in JC who is reading this now, what u doing here? go study lah!!
PS: dont say i have bad colour combination taste, orange looks ok on purple background k. this is call - creativity.
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