@4:14 PM
my colleague is driving me nutsssss!!!!!! she's a weirdo and a big nervous breakdown. soon i'm going to be as mad as her.
my life is so boring these days. bored bored bored...nothing but work. sad life.
going out doesnt seem to cheer me up too. guess thats what working life is all about. ultra mundane. =(
today is the last day of 2006. tomorrow is 2007.
so?
Happy New Year everyone!!
may yr 2007 be a fruitful and happy one for u. =D
my new year resolutions?
- TRY not to gain weight. that is if i stop eating like 3 packs of three-in-one milo powder per day.
- get my driving license on my FIRST attempt.
ok nothing much to blog about anymore. if i do, it'll only be all about my recent bouts of emo feelings which will definitely bore everyone outta their pants.
=)
once again, HAPPY 2007!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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@1:39 PM
its difficult to pretend to be happy when i'm not.i'm tired.i want to give up,yet i want an answer so badly.do i wait still? or do i search for an answer?i'm such a failure when it comes to him.
totally zero confidence.
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@9:45 PM
omgomgomgOMG today is a damn suay day.
firstly, my department had their xmas department lunch today. and they ordered ALOT of things, for so few ppl. there was this two big plates of sushi from sakae, four sakae pizzas, chicken chop, fries, drumlets, calamari and fried mushrooms all from swensens, logcake and ice cream. that is really very Super DUper ULTra EXTREMELY fattening. all my dieting was for nothing!!! they kept asking ppl to 'eat more eat more, go ahead and take la, there's alot to go around' kao. dunno they feeding how many ppl lor... think i'm fat like a pig now ='(
but aiya looking on e bright side, i ate alot of things i've never eaten before. such as sakae pizzas (the seafood and teriyaki pizzas are great, MUST TRY), fried mushroom (nice), cornetto mini ice cream (the size takes away alot of sinful-ness, for girls that is) and logcake (one of my xmas wish!! not tt impressive though cos its exactly like normal cake except for the shape).
then my colleague asked me to stay back after office hours cos she wanna teach me things. and wth la her teaching is damn bad!! i cant understand wads she's trying to get across. it wasnt coherent. all mixed up. confusing. and she dont get straight to the point! when i ask her qns, she not only dont answer my qns, she repeated the same whole thing all over again. darn. i was so pissed and yet i had to pretend to be polite and nod my head. ARGH. in fact i think they're jus some simple updating of records and tracking of shipments but she made them out to be so complicated. aiya but she's a nice person la. =) and yea i can earn OT.
then when i finally got home, i realised i forgot to bring my keys out and only my granny was at home. what happened really made my blood boil. long and naggy story so i shall skip it.
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these days my parents are constantly quarrelling over money and my family's financial situation. really bth. hate it when they come to me and complain abt the other party. sickening. and i really dunno how i can help. i think both of them hav to bear part of e responsibility but i cant seem to get my point across. money can be such a great source of trouble. money can cause the downfall of marriages, pull apart families, break family ties and end lives. ppl need it but ppl suffer at its hand. this world is that practical huh. prob due to my upbringing, i've grown to become a really practical person i think. haiz whatever. i hope i wont wake up listening to quarrels and go to sleep listening to quarrels anymore. tts my greatest xmas wish.
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talking abt xmas wishes. i saw alot of things that i want while window shopping w my friend the other day!!!!
-a book, titled 'be careful what you wish for'
-a gorgeous n unique hair clip from Helen (its really pretty!!)
-this really nice bag from bugis (but ex sia...)
-my dream pointed heels i saw in U.R.S, i saw another one in white sands so deciding btw two)
-the pair of slip-on heels i saw at charles and keith (really versatile and easy to match)
lol....ok i admit, not only am i practical, i'm materialistic. HAhaHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.
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oh ya that guy in my office gave me xmas presents today. a cute pen and a box of chocolates. but i didnt prepare anything for him. haha.
and i did something today which, according to wk, was a very dangerous and bold thing to do. hehehe...
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MERRY CHRISTMAS MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!
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@11:28 PM
its a small world after all...
its a small world after all....
its a small world after all.........
its a small, small world~~~~
omgosh its such a coincidence, i saw wan xuan while returning back from lunch today. turns out tt she's working in the same company as me!! unbeliveable.
nope i'm not working now. in fact i'm at home. using the laptop my sis borrowed from her friend. i have no idea y she did that but who cares la as long as i get to take advantage. HAHAHA!!!
today is the first time i was so busy in office. worked non-stop from morning till evening. when i left office, theres still undone work but heck la, there's still tmr.... =D so i can follow-up on those undone stuffs jus in case tmr is a sian day. smart right???
and yeap, chalet ended on sunday for me. and I MISS IT ALREADY!! i swear! i kept thinking abt it since i got home - be it at work, on the bus, during my meals, my bath time, before i sleep - i kept laughing to myself like a mental patient who just escaped from woodbridge, laughed till my stomach pain, till tears almost rolled out, just cant stop laughing. omg i'm laughing now. ROFLMAO!!
those nights in chalet will most prob be in my mind for a long time. esp my second night - where we talked abt what we think of each other: our goodssssss and our bads, where we play the 'cannot say ni wo ta' game or else kena hit by pillow, where we played truth and dare. thats the climax la. everyone got to noe my super embarrassing secret (its quite embarrassing for a girl la), got to noe smth really private abt gen (hAhAhAhAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA), got to hear some confessions, and we girls got to know some really sick things abt guys. now i noe wad guys talk abt in all-guys conversations. really funny and sicko. guys are guys man.... AND I FIGURED THAT 99% OF GUYS WATCH PORN. the 1% is either very very decent, or haven reach puberty. oh and regarding wad they said abt my bad points, they only mentioned my short temper. i think they missed out tt i'm a late comer, i'm damn lazy, i'm a glutton and i'm bitchy. lol.... Hmm, seems like their impression of me not that bad huh. hahahhahahaha.
yes!! the dares!!!! galvin's super vigorous hong dou, jason finally speaking in his own accent, zhen wei's rendition of guo mei mei's bu pa bu pa is THE highlight (and his mtv setting is in the *drumsroll* wardrobe!!), and lastly, gen's ultra stiff performance of marcarina (once in a lifetime performance!!). the look on their faces are like pls-let-me-die-now-i-cant-believe-i'm-doing-this. anyhow, we slept abt six that night, A.M fyi.
and i ate a whole mount everest during the chalet. the junk food, the cup noodles and maggi mees, the diy jelly (we're pros), the chocolates (stupid gen), the milo powder (i like), the campbell soup and the two BBQs!! 05s06 is a class (an organisation, according to kx) i've like and will always like the most. we have great pepple like pei leng, always so approachable and cheerful. qinsi, our maths pro and i admire her for standing by her own principles. the forever smiley and chatty yiting. amanda for being really friendly and nice even though i rarely talk to her. hongyu, thanks for being my listening ear when i complain abt Mrs T__ and sometimes complaining with me as well. and then there's vera who's always very on and i admire her for being able to have so many commitments in her life and having a really happening life. serene, a small girl with a big heart. really nice to talk to, helpful and so so so cute. our most outgoing girl, shulin, who can click with anyone instantly and speaks her mind openly. jiat yue is the crazy woman, always cracking jokes and i love love love love her collection of accessories! shaina, the drama queen, very adorable when describing abt somethings i cant help but laugh sometimes, and i envy her love life soooooo much. boon long, although sometimes his words abit suaning n hurting, but he's really a nice classmates and the most important thing the way he treat his girlfriend. absolutely all that a girl can ask for. zhen wei, he's the best kind of entertainer, he tell jokes without knowing it and u look at his innocent face u can laugh. his laughter is also very contagious. kai xiang, my kind of mr nice guy. galvin, so cute and easy-going. ming hui, i know u're really a nice person at heart. ken, a guy who's very good with (suaning) words but really really sweet with his girlfriend, though sometimes i really cannot tahan his mcp acts. cheng wei, although u keep a very low profile, but i promised i wont think that u're dead after five years ok? indian guy jason, u're a great person to be with. dont worry abt ur race la, lol, and dun worry abt ur height, u WILL have a girlfriend eventually, any girl will be lucky to have u as her boyfriend, so must be more daring ok. wee keat, even though most of the times u suan me, hurt my feelings, say i ugly, fat and stupid, always very unkind to me, treat me badly, bully me, but i still like you alot ok? i'm a very nice girl and i dont take those things to heart. hahahahha. kes is my darling. gen is my honey. a few lines cant express how big a difference they made to my life. i love my darling honeys!!!!
this song is dedicated to kes, gen, wk:
~You are my sunshine,
my only sunshine,
you make me happy,
when skies are blue (not referring to wk on some occasions)
*claps*
*bows*
ok i want to go sleep. zzZZZZZ
oh ya eh i got a chocolate from a guy during work today oh =) hmmm.....
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@1:30 PM
i'm rotting away in office YET again. see...maggots crawling all over me, cobwebs forming all around, i'm decomposing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm NOT eating snake ok! i've finished wad i'm supposed to do - printed out the packing listsss and excel spreadsheetsss, sorted out the tax invoicesss, zapped the invoicesss, created the shipment ordersss, sent out the shipping emailsss, alone to cheat the company money by sitting there not doing constuctive work yet taking my salary. HAHAAHAHA!!!
oh ya jus now on e way back from lunch, there was this sudden rain. but the sky was beautifully blue with fluffy white clouds and shining sun, EXCE printed out the emailsss and filed them in for reference & updated the purchase order recordsss.
AND i even told my colleagues tt i'm bloody free now (obviously i didnt say bloody), and if i can help them with anything. but they said they have nothing for me to do and yeah i was ignored, left alone to rot, left alone to do my own things, leftPT for this one small grey-ish cloud moving along with the wind. haha i guess tts where the rain came from. and it kind of followed me, jus like in cartoon shows where rainy clouds would chase after wherever the character go. so cute...
aye anyway i hope i dun fall sick. CHALET TONIGHT!!!! cant fall sick cant fall sick~~
we shall get fucking high tonight!!! wheee~~~i'm looking forward to my marsh mallow tt i ordered wk to buy. he owe me one. tt moronic fat asshole with thick blubber around his tummy. LOL!!! *smiles
(mimicks wk words)- eh dun angry ah, you noe i'm jus joking.
yesterday i went down to the chalet after work. then we girls chilled at blue hut at pasir ris beach. we drank bercardi (i have no idea how to spell) divided into five cos one bottle is damn ex there. AHHHH!!! genever gave us her FIRST TIME!!! hahahahhaha. last night was her first time drinking alcoholic drink, according to her. =) and on the way back, kes started behaving strangely. the way she walked, the way she talked, the way she looked at us, her actions all point to one thing - she's drunk. honestly we have no idea if she's really drunk or faking it. probably mildly drunk. and she keep insisting that she's not drunk. anyhow, last night was damn funny la, how can a person get drunk by drinking bercardi divided into FIVE!!!! goodness, kes is e ultimate liao...
walau eh....why my com at home still down??? i wanna change my friendster pics. i wanna post pics with kx/eil, with senses, with odacians, with cousins, with 4e1. Grrrrrrrr............
OK I GTG ALREADY. someone ask me to do COST ROLL. *yay-ness!!!
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omg my company just gave each of us a pack of FERRERO ROCHER chocs!! *yumyum =D
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@10:36 AM
my com at home is down again. freaking shit.once again i'm using the computer in my company to blog. hee.and once again, i'm very free and very bored.somebody give me something to do!!!!!hmm i think my office location is rather near some air base or something. everytime i go for lunch, i can see RSAF airplanes flying pass. and they're flying really near the ground!!! cos can see those green airplanes really clearly. some are bigger, and slower. others are smaller, maybe fighter planes, zooming pass really fast. so cool. and i'll start to imagine there's some really dashing men inside controlling the plane. =) should i make RSAF my future career??? LOL SIAO!!!!!! wad for serve the govt my entire life...i dunwan!!!!monday after work i went to join eil and kx. we had sakae buffet for dinner at park mall. its really nice there, the ambience and all, and the manager is a really nice guy too. good service!! worth going a second time =D and then we went to park mall's restroom and came across some really nice spots to take photos!!!! cos there was some furniture showcase there and they were really classy. since there's not much ppl ard, we took alot alot of photos!! haha. AND they didnt state "No resting" or "No photography", HAHAHAHAH!!! shall post pics when my com is working.oh ya my com at home is down again. wtf. oops i wrote that before right? lol.later i'm going to the driving centre to register for driving theory test.from TOMORROW till SUNDAY will be my CLASS CHALET!!! woohoo~~~~ gonna have some crazy ridiculous fun before i return to work next monday.ok bye.
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@12:50 PM
i fucking hate excel.admin job is B-O-R-I-N-G ME TO NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!wad on earth is PO no., CO no., SO no., customer order no.,!!!! so many things to remember and all so bloody alien to me. y am i so dman suay to be in the business department. wad delivery, shipment, quantities, GST.....AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I HATE ALL THE SHORT FORMS THEY USE!!!!!!!!!! @#$%(*&^%$*but now i am super free, nothing to do, stoning in front of the com, using msn, listen to music, pretending to look busy so that boss wont come bug me, sms, surf net, BLOG!! reason being my co-partner says she's too busy to teach me things or give me anything to do. she jus give me some lame things to do with very brief and hurried instructions, like mei tou mei wei kind. how am i supposed to do my work? but she is a very nice person =)in a way its good cos its easy money for me, but on another hand, i feel so useless and extra. like i'm wasting my time here. luckily i brought my USB plug and memory card along, can listen to music as well. haha. SMART!!die already la today second day only and i liddat liao. next job i confirm go look for retail job. at least not that boring. lol.************yesterday after work i went vivo to look for dor dy jus ty. yay-ness day!!!! they really brightened up my dull day at work. every time we meet there's only happiness. =D love them lots... we talked alot and took alot of pictures too but they're in jus's cam so i'll post them another time. i'll definitely upload them into friendster. =D* muacks SENSESoh ya i bought an esprite belt which i love alot!! 40% discount. shiok!! thanks dor!! if i'm not working, i would never fork out the $30 cos i find its still quite ex after discount. i wan to buy new shoes!! plus bag!! i'm working!! lalala~~~hmm.....my third xmas wish: giordano white velvet winter jacket. abt 60+ bucks i think. but damn chio!! esp when i'm wearing it. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.oh ya yesterday the esprite fragrance (i forgot the name) is damn nice too, i'm considering it =)************the night before work, i met up with odac girls (yue zhi, qiyin, rui qin, zilin, hwee jun and ying ying) for an all-girls get together chilling out session. kenneth almost joined us. LOL. we took pics too!! but they're in hj's cam so i'll post them when i get them from her.i totally loveeeeee all girls chit chat sessions. they rock. that time after prom with shulin and vera was great too. girls jus have the ability to share our thoughts, understand each other and connect really well. but then again, we can talk about almost anything under the sun la. haha.************should stop blogging and get back to work now. i'm a responsible worker =D ~~~looking forward to ODAC FAREWELL NIGHT later on!!!~~~
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@11:39 PM
the teriyaki boyz song is getting on my nerves. EVERYWHERE i go i hear this hateful song. wtf.on sunday i met up with 4e1. at long last. we've been saying that we want to meet up since like last yr and the jc ppl kept pushing it till after 'A' level. and finally, after 'A' level, 4e1 2004 reunited!! thanks fatmah!! *muacks
althou the turnout wasnt as good as expected, but at least it was heart-warming, fun, enjoyable and the best part - MISS LOW CAME!!! =D really glad to see that everyone's doing fine and have all grown up.TPSS . Class of 2004 . 4E1
Miss Low
Siyi. damn stylish girl. not to mention, pretty.
Jianli. he's a chinese. great guy tt i know.
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i went to vivo finally!!!! not a sua gu anymore =) but i went there quite late so didnt spend much time in there. my mum and her friends spent more time chit chatting in the kopitiam food court. lol. so i haven really got to experience how HUGE the mall is. nvm, there will still be a next time, and a next next time, and a next next next time, and a......
i cam-whored outside the entrance, in front of this really pretty water fountain. =)
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i suddenly felt so stupid. guess what? after the prom, i've been going around telling my friends and my family that i want to grow fat. OMG WHAT WAS I THINKING??!! so i went around eating n eating n eating like i've never eaten a proper meal before. and i felt damn happy. and i absolutely loved the idea of growing fat. then.
but after sorting out my crazy mind, and after getting scolded by my mummy and friend, i realised growing fat isnt anything to be happy about, thats a totally oh-so-wrong concept. HAHA. (pls dont remind me that i study bio.) but, i realised that too late, i have a tummy now =( so now i shall try my best to maintain or slim my figure down. balanced diet plus proper exercise is the way to go!! yesss i must perservere!! I MUST NOT GROW FAT!! hahahahhahahahha.
but actually its not that i wanna eat so much lah, i cant help it if i got alot of appointmentsssss. LOL!! first is prom: western 5 course, then cousin's wedding: chinese 9 course, 4e1 gathering: buffet, family supper: golden pillow, lunch with nordin: buffet, odac farewell: buffet, class chalet: sure eat all sort of shit. hmm thats alot man...after class chalet i dunno how many Kgs i'll gain. lol. nvm lah shall allow myself to indulge this time round =)
i shall now announce my second xma wish: i want to eat LOG CAKE!! =D
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@6:34 PM
Prom is over!!!!
one thing less to worry abt. lol. before that i kept worrying wad hairstyle to style, wad kind of makeup to do, which earring and necklace to buy and whether will i turn up a disaster. haha. but yeah its finally over and it was great. the ambience and events were nice. the emcee was funny. the food, erm passable, not the menu i voted for though. damn lucky the theme was hollywood and NOT cosplay or retro, i will die. haha. oh ya i took alot of photos!! with all the ppl that i wanna take with =D shall post abit here.
the layout of the table. ritz carlton sia.... hmm i give it 4 stars out of five.
the flowers should change to roses for a 5/5 =)
eleven of us sitting together. shuai ge and mei nu of s06
yay we are all super pretty on prom night!! =D
i swear kes look very pretty that night!! she looks good with curls.
sexy baby jieyi. she was tickling me so yeah....
first aider look gorgeous that night. ppl see her can get healed immediately. lol.
two super hot babes from odac. the one in a floral-printed dress is prom queen!
the prom king. charming.
saw rachel at DXO at the post-prom party. she's hot right. and i super ultra very hate the shine on my face. oh God why do i hav hyperactive oil glands?? you are so unfair.
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yesterday went to my cousin's wedding dinner at Grand Copthorne Waterfront hotel. it was one day after prom so haha i had 2 days of good food =D it was really shiok to eat. i haven't eaten like that for very long becos of prom. everytime after i eat something heavy i would feel very guilty and unhappy and i really hated myself. especially when i'm with my friends. i really dunno why i became that way. in the past i jus eat anything i like and i dun care abt the comments by my friend. i was largely happy with my body and confident abt the way i look. since jc, it's no longer that way. i hate practically every part of myself. ppl may not know it but honestly i really feel very hurt. hurt by the comments made by my close friends. sometimes, a joke being carried too far isn't a joke anymore.
but after prom i really have no qualms about eating anything i like =) and i dun care if i gain weight. hmm maybe its becos i see less of my friends now. =X
anyway the wedding dinner was really nice, see alot of my cousins and elders dressing up. the food is yummy!! hmm this dinner is rather unlike other dinners. they had alot of entertainment in the midst of the dinner. showed videos of the morning when my cousin went to his wife's house to fetch her for the tea ceremony. her jie meis refused to open the door and even made my cousins and his brothers go to the carpark and sing 'dui mian de nu hai kan guo lai' while wearing paper panties given to them by the jie meis. HAHAHA. super obscene and funny. and i heard that the red packet they asked for is like $280. like wow. when my girl friend marry in future, i'm gonna hav fun. lol.
a few pictures here.
the door gift. a very pretty picture frame each. with jewels too!! =DDD
the napkin specially for the bride & groom. very unique. these ppl are TALENTED.
my sis and i.
the xmas mood is here!! i hereby announce that my first xmas wish is a jewel-studded butterfly pendant necklace. *grins
my sis went to pluck out all the white roses from the deco after the dinner and we had fun posing with it. i plucked out a peach coloured rose and its somewhere in the bouquet but due to the lighting and my cam, it cant be seen.
my mummy and daddy!!! lovely.
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