@1:20 PM
I dunno on what note should i start my post with.A few weeks ago, I was very happy with my life, i am loving every aspect of it and everything happening around me, it will be even better if i have more time for him thou. hee. I still am happy now, not that i dont love my life anymore,BUTi had to fall sick. shit.and its the ultimate 4-in-1 deadly combo: flu+cough+headache+sore throat. SHIOK!luckily theres no fever tts major enough to detect, yeah, "lucky".ANDi hurt my back. double shit.HO is like TOMORROW and i cant afford to let my back hinder the team. omgomgomgggggg. =( i guess i'll be taking painkillers to numb the pain temporarily. heck it man, its like for only 2 days.1.5 days, to be exact =)come on veron! let the adrenaline wash away your pain and pump you up with energy!!i really cant wait for HO to come tomorrow. its like i've been training so so so so so hard for this day. for so many weeks, the one thing that i've been most preoccupied with is cheer training. thats wad has been taking up most of my time, depriving me of most of my sleep, giving me the most worry, making me skip lessons, exhausting me out, making me cry, making me fall sick, depriving me of the chance to spend time with my frens, with him and my family.yet, its what i've been looking forward to for most nights even thou i am tired, its wad making me enjoy myself, its something i feel that i have a passion for. and thats enough to carry me through all these days.since the day i joined Spectrum, i didnt dare to tell my frens or relatives that i am a cheerleader. its strange how i used to be afraid of what or how people will think of me, or of cheerleaders, even thou i am fully aware that what they think are just stereotypes. i somehow felt that my choice will not be supported, judging from what some of my own hall mates think. it felt so difficult to try to explain to them that cheerleading isn't what they think it is. its felt so depressing when they go "huh? why you join?" for a moment, i felt pai seh of my decision. but moments later, i felt that they shld be the ones to feel pai seh for judging us. they totally have no idea wad the sports is about - the professional aspect, the humane aspect and the mental aspect. let me tell you something, we are NOWHERE any inferior compared to other sports, and we do NOT deserve any less respect than other sports.
i told myself tt i will not tell my frens that i am a cheerleader until i have accomplished something. HO is tomorrow and no, i have not accomplished anything in physical terms yet, but i realised what i have gained so far is much more than just superficial medals or trophies, i gained a whole team of supportive, caring and sincere friends.I know this sounds cheesy but i dont care, here goes:
I AM A CHEERLEADER!! =D~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~On Saturday, Spectrum performed at the CNY lighting-up ceremony at chinatown. our performance was a success! =D super happy! SM Goh Chok Tong was like sitting right in front of us, on the same ground(!!), while we were performing and he clapped for us!! omg so high! (okay i know he clapped for every performance out of politeness, but not everyone gets to perform for him lor)
me with my darling flyers - xue, ade & theresa
Cui Fang & Berlinda were the hosts for that night.
Cui Fang super tall but Berlinda super *beep*, just like me! =D
my frens who came down to support us =D i love all of u!!
That night i was super happy. Guess it was the adrenaline rush. That was the day i hurt my back in the morning and it was damn painful. but during the performance, i couldn't feel anything at all. i didnt even realise i was in pain. hahaha. so cool.after the performance, we went to Food street to eat and i was super happy. and you know i like to eat when i am happy (and i like to eat when i am sad. and i like to eat when i am sian.), so we ordered alot alot of those heaty stuff like ngoh hiang, fried kway teow, popiah, rojak, ah balling, blah blah and i just kept eating. and when i reached home, thats it, i felt abit unwell already. and the next day i'm like totally knocked out. guess its due to the exhaustion+shouting+heaty food combi. hahahha. at least i had FUN before i fell sick =Pi cant wait to receive the reat of the photos from the others!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~On Sunday, the next day after chinatown, i went out with hall 13 peeps to celebrate ade's and ter's birthday. We went to Cafe 211 at Holland V. It was a rather cosy place with nice ambience, great for couples, for large groups also can. I was feeling sick and had no appetite so i only had salad and soup of the day. Salad disappointed me =( but i guess the food tt the others ordered was not bad, since they didnt complain. except that the portion was a tad too small for those monster-eaters. lol. they went for round 2.
didnt took much pics that night cos i was looking very pale and shag. cannot move properly, cannot eat properly, cannot think properly. damn miserable.
the bit'day girl with me! she got LOTS of
super unglam photos that night but i cant post or else
i'll die without knowing why =P
the eleven of us (it would be complete if cy was there)
anyway dont be fooled by jia liang's height,
he shot up so tall with some "help"
that night after reaching hall, the rest decided they wanted to disturb ade by blindfolding her and leaving her at Nanyang house. the road up to Nanyang house was damn scary lor!! like some haunted house. it gave me the creeps even thou i was in the car. poor ade was left there blindfolded while the rest hide at some corners to watch her. damn funny. after that we went back to hall and the guys came up with crazy ideas again. lol. its not a good idea to offend them when your birthday is nearing...anyway, i'm so glad the crazy hall days are back =D
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until tomorrow}
