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Tears of Joy. I first experienced that kind of emotion on wednesday, 23-01-08, at HO. It felt good, really good. it was an uncontrolled behaviour, i wanted to smile but i couldn't, i just kept weeping. the feeling was pure happiness, it was heavenly. I didnt wnt it to stop.
But it did.
At that precise moment, it felt like my happiness was snatched away right before my eyes. As if i was being injected by gloom and darkness until i cant feel anything around me. It was a situation thats hard to describe, not in words. After the darkness, came the disappointment, the embarrassment, then the anger. Why anger? Because of the unprofessionalism, insensitivity and irresponsible nature of some emcees. Some unknown emcees from god-knows-where just crushed the hopes of an entire team with just a few words.
What they have done, i will never forgive and i will never forget.
So, the results? We didnt win. But we didnt lose, not at all. We didnt get the trophy but we got the hearts of the spectators. We didnt get the ranking but we got the spirit. We didnt get the fame but more importantly, we got each other.
The seniors may have left, but they will always be there for us. Many may have left the training team, but the Spectrum family is always growing. I may only be with the team for a few months, but in just a mere few months, i can understand why the seniors feel so sad after their last HO. The bonding they have with each other, the attachment they feel for the team, the memories they shared and the love they have for cheer are things they will never give up in exchange for anything. It is this deep passion that touches me and makes me want to be part of this family. I do not know where i will be a few years down the road, but i know that i will still want to cheer.
I'm very proud to be in Team Spectrum.
We play together, train together, laugh together, cry together and cheer together.
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Finally i got the rest of the chinatown performance pics. I really really love some of the pics!
this was taken when we were supposed to ''warm up'' the crowds, and it was my first time doing shoulder-sit!! =D poor uncle lawrence, he kept complaining tt i'm heavy =P
Spectrum girls. Hot right? haha...
*hugz ade and xue*
the theme at chinatown was Disney (my fave!!),
even the CREW tag had mickey and minnie! 
Team Spectrum
Team Spectrum, young and old (oops)
Okay, now for pics taken on day of HO. Check out my hair!! I look like Chun Li(!!) omg dun laugh pls. its CUTE ok!!! lol. got sabo-ed because of my short hair, lucky i dragged sirong along with me. hehe =P
before HO. when we were in sirong's room dolling ourselves up. regine was like the make-up artist of everyone, made our eyes so pretty =D
Black & Gold!! Hall 13 Cheerleaders
This pic was taken from a stranger's blog. It was a realy nice view of our wolfwall. I'm not up there, i'm holding the banner below. I'm so proud of our routine!! =D
Okay, thats all for HO for the time being. Haven got the pics from the rest yet. Got lots more pics of our post-HO party back in hall, but then my make-up was already gone cos i cried like siao. lol...
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until tomorrow}
