I'm actually a very unhealthy girl, I feel.

I'm always losing and gaining weight periodically.

When the need arises, I'll lose weight, from eating less and exercising. The 'need' comes when there is a cheer performance. No, I don't starve myself. I eat normally and I don't skip meals (except when I wake up late and skip breakfast time). Just that when I am exercising more, which means every single day cos we have to keeping running routine over and over again, I feel healthier and I don't feel like snacking in between meal times. Also, there is no time to snack anyways, too busy and too tired. And with that, I lose weight and look slimmer.

When there is no 'need', I have very strong urges to eat. I LOVE EATING I'M SERIOUS! I love chewing on snacks. I can eat even though i'm not hungry, and I can still eat after when I'm full. When I have nothing to do, I feel like eating. When I have something to do, I still feel like I can squeeze in time to munch on something at the same time. I wonder if I'm sick? Like, suffering from food-obsession or something? And without exercise (which means training schedule returns to normal - twice a week), I increase in weight and look meaty (aka baba). Plus, there is more time for me to eat. And I have the mentality, "Since i'm already eating, what's the difference of eating abit more?"

This has been happening for years. And many people have observed that I shrink and grow continuously. Thank goodness I don't keep food in hall (it's true because I know I'll eat non-stop), or else I can't image what will happen to me! :(

ANYWAYS, the whole point of writing this entry is to note down what happened during the weekend, which made me feel like I have put on weight by the pounds!! But more than that, I was pretty happy and felt that my life is very happening!
Thursday - Let's Sweet with the SBS girls and bugis village shopping =D
Friday - JB for seafood dinner with Anouka, sheesha high =)
Saturday - JB city square shopping with senses, seafood dinner, celebrated Justine's birthday =DDD

will post up pics (of the saturday trip) to remind myself of how blessed I am.

{until tomorrow}