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goodbye curls.

as much as i love you deeply, the situation doesn't allow us to be together anymore.

for you have grown to be too complicated for me to manage.

thanks for being with me for the past seven months.

and it's time to move on.

change is the only constant, i hope you understand.

i still love you though, and i hope to see you again in a few months time.

till we meet again...


loving you,
veronica

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green peas make me fart.

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Mediacorp has changed so much! Except for the bigbig mediacorp sign outside the station, everything looks nicer now than compared to many years ago. When I was in primary school watching liang si mei and PSC night live at mediacorp, they had no fancy lights, no complicating cameras, and no prettily-designed stage. Now, it's really

"AIYO! ZHEN DE SHI SHANG NAO JIN AHHH!!"

SO MANY equipment, SO MANY lights/sounds/screens/cameras to control, SO MANY people involved, SO MANY MONEY SPENT!! Everything up by many levels, including the quality of the shows we have today.

I was rooting for iFLY Prodigy for the O.M.G finals on thursday night. Overall, it was a good show and everyone present could see the tremendous efforts mediacorp and the challengers put in for the show. iFLY didn't win, as expected actually, but that wasn't important. The fact is that they have introduced cheerleading/gymnast to Singapore, which is a great step to improve the profile of the sports locally. We seriously need more local talent, and hope people will be inspired/curious to know more about cheerleading after watching iFLY.

O.M.G aside. Before going mediacorp, I went shopping with spectrum guys for BBQ stuff and I SIMP at sheng shiong. OMGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!

After the show, we went ah lian for supper. When I reach hall after supper, I had to bathe, rush my p&g application stuff, and check out travelling directions for the next day. Because the next day I had a P&G reasoning test in the morning, and a Nee Soon Swamp Fieldtrip(!!!) in the afternoon. The p&g stuff almost killed me. I slept at 6 a.m. because of that, and woke up at 7 a.m. as I had to be at Novena Sq by 10 a.m. I also packed 2 sets of clothes to prepare for the fieldtrip, and a change of shoes. Da bao xiao bao to novena, so unglam(!) when I am in my formal attire.

I slept all the way on 199 & train to novena. To me, travelling on public transport always induces me to sleep. Anyways, I am confused. Is VeloCity the same as Novena Sq? On the map they're different buildings but a man who I approached for directions said otherwise. Weird.

So, the reasoning test turned out okay (hopefully!) and I pray that p&g will contact me for an interview!!

After the test, I changed out of formal wear and heels into my fieldtrip attire. Then, I went to look for the bus stop that would bring me to my next destination. It was supposed to be of walking distance from Novena sq, according to the map.

"Find thomson road, cross the road, walk in the direction of the traffic to the nearest bus stop, wait for bus 980."

Found it! So proud of myself. Took bus 980 from thomson road to upper thomson road. So lucky that the two places I had to go is connected by one bus service. Alighted at upp. thomson road (bef yck road) with the help of the bus driver. Would hv miss the stop without him. Went behind the buildings at the bus stop to look for Causarina Road (nv heard of this road before!), then headed to Causarina carpark which was the meeting place. SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR FINDING THIS ULU PLACE!

But actually I was damn early cos the meeting time was 2.30 p.m and I reached at 12.30 p.m. Found a nice japanese restaurant nearby which was operated by a polite & friendly japanese couple, to have lunch and study there while waiting for time to pass. (cos it's the only stall there with aircon, the food was damn ex though!) Really got to say that I spent the 2 hours well :)

At 2.30 p.m, I met Dr Cai Yixiong from Nparks, a few officers from Nparks and my coursemates for the fieldtrip. One word to sum the field trip - AMAZING! Singapore's forest and swamp actually still has quite a diverse range of plants, animals and insects living in them, and everyone MUST understand the importance of conservation to protect our Earth, and to pass on this value to the next generation! We has lots of fun (dirrrty fun) scooping up swamp waters to search for shrimps and crabs, which was the main focus of our FYP. Dr Cai and the offiers were very helpful in explaining and demostrating to us how to find the animals, and how to identify each animal/species. Heavy rain, dirty boots, wet jeans, sweaty faces - they were nothing compared to the damage humans inflicted on Mother Nature.

Let's all do our little parts in tiny steps to conserve nature, for a better tomorrow! :):)

Actually, I was quite lucky that I brought 2 sets of clothes along with me. Because while studying at the japanese restaurant, I received an sms telling me to go for a focus group which I had signed up for. And lucky I am free at night after the field trip, because the focus group is at 7.30 p.m. And lucky I asked Siyi to sign up with me that time, so I have someone to accompany me on the way back to NTU.

So, after the awesome field trip, I changed into my casual wear and rushed to Lavander for the focus group. If I didn't bring another set of clothes along, or if I brought like hall attire along to change into, I think I would be chased away from the focus group.

Anway, the focus group is quite interesting. There were 8 people, all NTU undergrads, from 2 different courses (SPMS and SBS), and different years. We were asked to give opinions on NTU (everything from our feelings to the facilities in NTU) and then compare NTU to other tertiary institutions from Singapore and abroad. I guess after hearing what others said, and judging from the comments I gave, NTU needs a long time and effort to change its image and improve in many areas. But, I still love NTU. Flaws are what makes you perfect, no?

Just to clarify, I didn't attend this focus group cos I wanted to give others a piece of my mind. It's becuase of the moolah! $60 for 2 hours, damn good deal right?? Of course go lah! :D

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I had two dreams last night. Although I cant remember the exact story/people inside the dreams, I do know that they are super scary nightmares!

The first one was about an evil spirit. When I try to recall it, only bits and pieces of the dream came back, and I cant fit them into sequence. I'll try to note down what came to my mind: Me and three other girls were at this huanted village, dark and gloomy and rundown. Nobody lives there anymore I think. We were sort of exploring the village? I dunno, maybe the dream started right at the village.

I remember we were using the toilets. Then weird things start to happen. Eerie. We were terrified. And suddenly in my dream a group of people appeared. Apparently they were staying in a house of walking distance to the village. They were a group of young modern people, the kind of group you would see in hall 13. They came over to the village to help us, I think. But it was no use.

One by one people started to behave strangely. One girl strayed off from the group, slowly walk up the stone steps, and jumped down a cliff. Some began to act in a possessed state. Doors and gates slamming. People running and escaping. I was touched by unseen hands. Suddenly, I woke up. Heart pounding very fast. I called out for mummy to tell her I had a scary nightmare and she gave me a hug. <3 that calmed me a lot.

Back to sleep I went. Now it's about driving on the road, very dangerous driving. I dun even recall who the drver was. Me or someone else. The car was swerving in and out of the road. Horns honking. The place dont seems to be in Singapore. OH I THINK ITS BECOS WE WERE CHASED BY GANGSTERS!

The car then came to a halt cos traffic wont move anymore. Oh no! I got off the car and tried to escape using this wheelie thing. You know the skateboard with a handlebar that used to be quite hot when I was young. You had to use one leg to kick off the ground a few times, then the wheelie will move. Something like that la. I was using that to escape cos the road was very slopey, like got lots of downhills. But the gangsters were hot on my heels, I think in many times they were already catching hold of me but I always managed to shake them off and continue running.

Then I came to this deserted house/building (somewhat like old peranakan house) and decided to hide in there. I dunno why, but I realised that I could levitate off the ground so I flew up to the second storey to hide. I tried to stay low on the ground so the gangsters wont spot me but then one of them did and everyone charged towards me again. I tried to fly away but some of them caught on to my legs. I was desperate and tried to sum up all my force to give out this internal force to blast them away. It worked! I was freed. The gangsters were scared of me and ran away.

After that, a group of people I know appeared at the house too. I knew I know them BUT I CANT RECALL WHO THEY WERE! argh. I taught one of them how to levitate and fly (lol!) and she mastered it easily. I was awaken by my sis shouting. It was 11 a.m.

That's it. End of weird/spooky/funny dreams. Do they imply anything? Are they reflections of what I did in the day? I have no idea. I'll just let it be. My only wish is that my memory could be better next time so I can jot down the entire dream seamlessly.

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subtract the tension

add the tolerance

multiply the love

divide the selfishness


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acvIVA9-FMQ

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On 1st Nov 2010,

I am officially a proud owner of an iPod Touch! *beams in delight*

Finally, it's my turn to jump onto the Apple bandwagon.

Not that I'm a huge fan of apple. In fact, I prefer Windows over Mac, I think that iPhone is overrated, and the iPad is just plain stupid.

The reason why I bought iTouch is becos I'm sick of playing solitaire on my Samsung handphone already!!! Anyway, my friend is selling hers at $100 only, and she has a lot a lot of games inside!

Wee~~ Now I have better companions on long bus/mrt rides, or something to keep me occupied when the boyfriend decides to ignore me. lol kidding =P

Oh I gave my iTouch a name as well. A guy's name! And it made the boyfriend go "wtf....(rolls eyes)" hahahahahha. He's just jealous.

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yet another first time.

yesterday.

was the first time in my life i got punched by someone in the face, if my memory doesn't fail me.

and the credit goes to da jun. lol.

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ohmygodthisisdamnbadithinkimightbeabnormal.

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