{until tomorrow .

sinned@8:45 PM

i sinned today.
bought a belt for $20. although i knew it was not really worth it but i jus wanted to spend money. argh! and i also reserved a pair of heels at charles and keith. need to save up again... lol. if only i can be in the kind of i-like-i-buy scenario. if only.....

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since young everyone will ask wad do i want to be when u grow up.
at kindergarten, i wanted to be the tall, slim, pretty and elegant SIA girl. kekeke...
at lower pri, i replied that qns with the standard ans - teacher. -_-"
at upper pri, i decided that kids are tough to handle, and i wouldnt want myself fuming over idiotic students everyday, so i wanted to be a zoo keeper or a pet shop owner, since i like animals. ^.^
at sec one, i wanted to be a successful career woman and work at one of the tallest buildings in shenton way. my office would be modern and spacious, and situated right at the top of the building. =P
at sec two, i find that working is a chore, so my new aim was to be a tai tai. (ooh...look at my new gucci....)
at sec three, i was influenced by the feminist mindset again, and decided not to depend on my husband. so i dreamt of myself in a variety of occupations - hotel manager, interior designer, fashion designer, actress, singer.... but i know my art sucks lah k...
at sec four, i finally gave my future serious thought and felt that hmm....working in the skincare industry might be what i'm looking for. I wanted to either be a dermatologist or a cosmetics researcher. cos the industry is thriving and yalah the pay is good lah.... hee

But at JC1, my CT told me, there is NO chances of me getting into medicine based on the subjects i'm taking. That felt as though my dreams are completely shattered. I was feeling quite down for some time but i picked up my shattered pieces of dreams and found alternatives to realise them (okay this sounds damn cliche). LOL!!! and i was told that I could either go overseas (but need lots of money of course) or go into pharmacy, which is the closest course to medicine. so i'm still quite hopeful now =D

the only thing now is to score for my 'A' levels :))))))

{until tomorrow}