Sometimes, I want to fall in love all over again.

When you are in love, everything around you seems to be beautiful.
Everytime you think about the one you love, a smile naturally appears on your face, and you know that he is thinking about you too.
Everytime you see him, you hope that time would stay still.
After parting for less than five minutes, you wish that you can see him again.

Every night before sleeping, he would be the last person you think of.
When you wake up the next morning, he would be the first person that comes to your mind.
Sometimes, you can be on the phone with him for hours and hours.
Sometimes, you can be sms-ing him the entire day, updating each other about everything that has happened.

When you're happy, you want him to share your joy.
When you're upset, you just want to be in his arms and forget all the sorrows.
You hope that you are able to share all his happiness and sadness.
Without him around, your days become so different.

However, when slowly, all the sweetness die off, the constant messaging stops, the things that both of you do together doesn't seem as sweet anymore and you start to meet him less often, the disappointment sets in. And that is because of the expectations you have of each other. Without realising it, you are taking each other for granted.

Soon after, you feel tired of having to live up to each other's expectations, and you begin to accuse each other of not putting in the effort. You begin to doubt yourself, and doubt him. You start to wonder if you are ready to commit, and thats when you know the honeymoon period is over. During this difficult times, only trust and perserverance can get both of you through this period.

Falling in love can be such a sweet sweet feeling, and sometimes i really miss those times.
But I am happy enough that I have memories of them, stored deep inside my heart.
I am glad that I am already in love with him.

{until tomorrow}