@2:36 AM
Exams period is here again.
all the frustration, tireness, stress and whatnots are here to visit again.
crazy sleeping hours, constant staring of notes, occasional stoning, random hunger pangs; i'm used to all this by now.
soon, it'll be over, soon.
and then say hi to holidays :)
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random thoughts:
its always so hard to change perceptions of others. no matter what i do, no matter what i do not do, how hard i try, how much effort i put in, or how i try to change their minds, things will always stay the same.
since everything is fixed, why should i try at all in the first place?
do i feel appreciated? no, sad to say.
sometimes, i wonder, if i am in the right place, or whether it is THE place for me.
having a passion for something doesn't necessarily mean you belong there.
it depends on how much the others accept you for who you are.
at times, i thought that i was numb to such issues.
"yes yes, let them say whatever they want and laugh however they like."
however, it doesn't seem so nowadays.
it's...............complex.
and its making me feel very
hurt.
(been a long time since i used this word)
life's nv totally fair, ya know?
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okays end of rambling.
life has to go on.
pathetic life in fact, when its exams time =(
i'll be back to the normal Veronica again when I wake up tomorrow.
;)
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until tomorrow}
